Wow this picture is so old! this is me and my baby FOUR YEARS AGO!
I can’t help but to go on a girlfriend rant right now!! MEOW! i freaking love her so much, my heart feels like it’s gonna explode sometimes! so we both recently started reliable jobs and we should be moved out by next august! UGH I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT! I feel so secure with her! damn four years, it’s crazy how time went by so fast and we went through so much! i remember being so terrified of losing her and even crying about it. And honestly i don’t even know when i got over that fear. I actually think it was last night that i realized that i don’t fear her ever leaving me or us not making it. We talked till almost 6 in the morning! we used to do that all the time when we first started dating, but it kinda stopped as the months…years went by. So last night/this morning was great<3
So going back to me not having that fear, i just realized that i won’t lose her…of course the idea that i could is completely fucking heart breaking, but i am so secure with her now that i know it won’t happen. I am absolutely in love with this girl and i promise i will always take care of her and make sure she is happy<3 happy wife, happy life RIGHT? lol