hey, thanks for that summer.
he was what i always dreamed it would be like to fall in love with a person. however, that summer wasn’t real life and it wasn’t enough time to fall in love with someone. everything about it was off except for our feelings towards each other. after a month we had to pack up and leave. at first we tried to make it work but then the weeks grew longer and plans to see each other more unstable. then we realised it wouldn’t last in the real world. we agreed to be friends. this happened a few years ago. it’s strange how much you remember about such a short period of time.
the best thing about him was that he made me believe in love, that its out there and that it can happen. and it wasn’t the fairytale kind of love. it was the kind of love that isn’t something instant, nor is it constant, and unconditional. a love that two people have to work for.
i really mean it when i say thank you. thank you for teaching me so much about life and about myself, v.
you taught me that people are meant to come in and out of our lives. some stay longer than we’d like and others don’t stay long enough. whether we realise it or not their exits undoubtedly change who we are for good. upon their departures we’re to make sense of all that is left behind and if you’re anything like me it isn’t easy. this next playlist is about that.
left with cold sheets from erobreren on 8tracks Radio.