c:-i'm-not-a-man-of-god

i feel evil (creeping in)
fandom: being human
warnings: blood, vampires. rampant bisexuality. 
a/n: cisgenderswapped hal! as per usual, i blame ellis. and the pierces. (lady hel is totally played by rebecca hall fyi) comments are valued, and a sequel is already in the pipeline omfg.


They call her whore daughter and witch. Helene smiles, and tears out their throats with her glinting teeth.

She is Lady Hel, daughter of a demon. )

THE WORD IS DESTROY: A HAL FANMIX, for ellis: happy birthday and merry christmas, boo. to another year of stallis and mimisandre!

i. iron / woodkid (orsha): a solider on my own, i don’t know the way / i’m riding up the heights of shame / i’m waiting for the call, the hand on the chest / i’m ready for the fight, and fate

ii. nycteris / hans zimmer (transformation): instrumental

iii. the fallen / franz ferdinand (violent delights): some say you’re trouble, boy / just because you like to destroy / you are the word, the word is destroy

iv. seven nation army / glitch mob (lord harry): i’m gonna fight ‘em all / a seven nation army couldn’t hold me back

v. don’t stop / innerpartysystem (cutler): the road i walk is paved in gold / to glorify my platinum soul / i am the closest thing to god / so worship me and never stop (this is entertainment / lives are entertainment / you are down on your knees / begging me for more)

vi. dirge / death in vegas (detox): instrumental

vii. point of disgust / low (you never really get away with it): i had in my vision / lack of vision / lack of light / i feel hard / i feel fast / mercy me / it’ll never last

viii. breath of life / florence & the machine (barry): i was looking for a breath of life / for a little touch of heavenly light / but all the choirs in my head sang no / to get a dream of a life again / a little vision of the sun in the end / but all the choirs in my head sang no

A Hal/Cutler Minimix: I am here but I am not yours (i don’t want you to thank me)

see what i’ll do
oh, anything
just to get to you
[…] red in tooth and claw
- red in tooth and claw, the ettes 

from the dawn of time to the end of days
i will have to run, away
i want to feel the pain and the bitter taste
of the blood on my lips, again
- iron, woodkid

sometimes i find myself, lord, regretting
some foolish thing, some little simple thing I’ve done
- don’t let me be misunderstood, nina simone

when I am laid in earth
may my wrongs create
no trouble no trouble in thy breast
- laid in earth, ane brun 

i am yours now
so now I don’t ever have to leave
i’ve been found out
- islands, the xx 

i am a monster (is this what it feels like to be a man)
fandom
: being human (uk)
tw: vague illusion to blood, war, murder, incest, general violence (nothing explicit)
a/n: this was my yuletide fic for bravofiftyone! a wonderful excuse to collect all of my hal thoughts and put them into writing.

August, 1485. One King dies, another replaces him. This doesn’t mean anything to an illiterate prostitute who slips a son out that evening in Cheapside, London. The woman and her midwife name him Harry, after their new King, and tell him one day he will be a Lord.

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