byunmomi said:

Can you put a santa hat on my icon? Please? Here's the photo link: 25(.)media(.)tumblr(.)com/2dd6aac16213039e14a942d7fdee7aba/tumblr_meqa5pskXK1re0vwwo1_400(.)jpg

could be another photo? because she already have a hat and it looks weird

Confessing Time to All of My Followers...

As some of you know, I am in a relationship- and have been in one for a little over a month, now.

When I first announced my relationship status around the same time when someone else made it clear that she has found someone who has made her ‘happy’, a couple of you started to link us two as the couple. At the time, I was the one who made it clear with everyone that that certain someone is not my ‘boyfriend’ and that we are just friends.

This person agreed on keeping our relationship a secret from everyone all because of my selfish request. Yes. I was selfish and stupid to think that she would have taken it well and that we would not have any problems from this ‘secret’ being kept. To make everyone believe that my partner is a man- when in reality, it is not.

Yes. I am dating a girl. Not just any girl- but, alostwriter. *sighs* I know that many of you must be angry with me, with my decision, and for not fully taking alostwriter’s feelings into my choice, in the end. I am not asking for forgiveness or for you guys to see me the same. You all may think of me as however you like- whether it will stay the same or not.

Though, I am asking for you guys to take all the hate and questions on me. I’ll handle them all. I’ll answer them all. Alostwriter has done nothing wrong in this matter.

I may lose some trust in people, I may lose some friends that I have made because of this, if it happens, then so be it. Do not pity me for any of the hate or loss I may receive, though. Typing this post up is making my shoulders be free from this weight that I’ve been carrying for some time now and I hope it will be the same for her.

I want to apologize not just to everyone for not being honest with my relationship, but mainly to alostwriter for unintentionally giving her doubts about our relationship because of my selfish choice.

Thank you for taking the time to read this post.

divinetasteu said:

/watch?v=C0Y1ogkPLiQ Why is your bias like this?????

OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! I’M SORRY FOR REPLYING SO LATE!!!!

THAT DUMB SHORTIE PLAYING WITH HER COTTON CANDY!!!! WHY DOES SHE DO THIS??!? WHY IS MY BIAS LIKE THIS??? HOW IS SHE THE LEADER OF KOREA’S #1 GIRL GROUP??? SHE IS A FREAKING KID IN DISGUISE!! SHE DOES NOT AGE AT ALL!!!!

I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!! THIS WHOLE PROMOTION FOR IGAB IS KILLING ME…. I AM PRACTICALLY DEAD AFTER WATCHING ALL OF HER FANCAMS… EXPLAIN TO ME WHY I TORTURE MYSELF LIKE THIS?! WHY CAN’T MY BIAS BE NORMAL LIKE YOURS???

WHY IS SHE SHOWING OFF HER SWAG……. I JUST HAVE TOO MANY FEELS…. I…. DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HER ANYMORE….

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btw…. how are you?

anonymous said:

so you also thought that jessica was touched by her father in the latest update? i saw everyone else thinking the same thing. but that wouldn't make sense right? cause sooyoung went through the same thing in LIFE, so wouldn't jessica have noticed the signs?

Interesting thing you brought up there, Anon. You made a good point… but in Sooyoung’s case- it was her brother, Siwon. In Jessica’s case, it was Mr. Jung. Her step-father. Also, I assume these events happened before Sooyoung’s case since Jessica stated that due to her step-father’s intrusion along with her mother’s constant yelling towards her- she became suicidal, you know? =/ Now, I could be wrong…. but, it’s what I got throughout the story so far.

Wow. Anon, this is some good thinking you got there. I hope that alostwriter will reveal to us the answer to this interesting theory.

I’m now curious about this…… Heh.

anonymous said:

A little baby elephant stumbles into your askbox, holding a small letter in his mouth. He hands the note to you, " I love you. You are a wonderfull, loved person." Pass it on to the first ten people on your dash anonymously. Merry Christmas xxxxxx

anonymous said:

whats your all time favorite fanfic?

Wow. All-time? That’s hard, I don’t have just one… =/ Hmm.. A lot come to my mind, actually. >.<

To name a few that left a huge impact on me:

LIFE by rikai13, Truth to Typify by amipi, Looking For Angels by Pandine, S I N by Endymion, My Conveyor by iluvtaeny Lets Start From Here & Let’s Start From Here Again by maeumi.

^^

anonymous said:

you live on the east coast. your girlfriend lives on the west. so when you go to the west coast to go to college are you going to try and visit your girlfriend? is your girlfriend going to try and visit you?

That is one of my things-to-do when I am there with everything already starting out on the right path for me; schooling, job, etc. you know?

We’ve discussed this when I was given the chance to live with my relatives there. I hope that we are able to see each other when we are first given the chance to do so.

anonymous said:

It's disgusting that some people are being mean to you and your girlfriend. They should just bugger off, it's not even part of their business. You and your girlfriend are really sweet and it's difficult that you have to go through such a big obstacle so early in your relationship together, but I'm sure you guys can get through this and any other obstacles you have to face later on too.

Thank you for this, Anon.

anonymous said:

rikai posted her problems with your relationship on her tumblr for everyone to see. aren't you a little upset about that? that was kind of rude, disrespectful, ignorant and spiteful.

I’m not upset about it, Anon. It was a way for her to be able to get her thoughts out and to clear her mind.

I should have noticed the similarities immediately but I didn’t. Though, as the snippets kept on coming out, I started to see a connection with our relationship and them.

All I hope for now is for her to be able to trust me and be able to talk to me when she feels uncomfortable or hurt, you know? I know I will do the same with her.

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