i'm going home.

i’m done feeling this way, i’m done being treated like shit. i hate my mother, i hate that scumbag that my mothers married to. i’m going back home to new jersey with my grandparents. i’m sick of being trapped in my room, isolated because i’m afraid to go down stairs and eat. i feel sick every time i enter this house, i dread coming back to this place. i’m mentally unstable. i’m not okay. never okay. i never lie to them, but still somehow i’m a horrible person, i’m a pig, i’m trash, right? welp mom i hope your proud; you raised one hell of a fucking demon. fuck you, fuck this lifestyle. goodbye Virginia.

Ya’ll know I’ve stayed faithful to the Chinese bus 🎎🚍 for YEARS, but lemme try this Dominican bus 💃🚍 (I just discovered) real quick so I can make it to work overnight tonight. The fact that they have time options & the Chinese bus doesn’t = Yaaahs!!!! 👌👌👏👏 #byeva #backtonyc #backtowork (at Virginia Beach)