I never do this kind of stuff because…I prefer to draw art, I am not good with words. But I don’t want to bottle up my feelings so here it is:
I am sorry if you’re busy and you cannot read this now but I wanted to write this for you.
You may know me, my friend serenamidori recorded a video about you saying “hi” to me, which it was the sweetest thing and I am really happy for that.
What I wanted to say is that I am really happy that I discovered your channel and started watching your videos, they really can make me smile. Even cry, if they are sad, but you always find a way to make me smile at the end.
I am suffering from depression and anxiety, and honestly there’s a lot of times where I don’t see if I matter to this place or world anymore, I did really bad shit time ago and there’s sometimes that there’s a part of me that wants to end it all. But at the same time I want to stay here because of this community and you. I live far away, in Barcelona. And meeting you or any of my friends on this amazing community would be the best thing. But I have no money to travel.
That’s why I am writing you this letter. From the bottom of my heart and the stupid tears im dropping right now; thank you.
For being such a wonderful human being, for helping me smile or cheer up when I really need it. I am really happy that you like my art and I intend to keep on doing fanart for you.
I didn’t want this letter to become such a sad thing, I wanted to make you see how wonderful you are and that you truly make me want to keeo going on life.
Thank you Mark. For everything.