ohmygod im exhausted! i had to go to central afterschool today, which was an hour from school, and then i had to wait for my mum to take me to the skin doctor’s for the laser tattoo removal. i had to say, all the exaggeration from people online saying how much it hurt really didnt help, but when i actually did it, it didnt really hurt that bad.
so basically, i got there at 4:30, waited until 4:45, and the nurse put a numbing cream on my tat, and i just sat there until fucking 6:00… yes, i waited more than an hour before i could go in and see the doctor. so basically, he’s guessing im going to need about 10 sessions to fully remove it, since it’s pretty dark, and one session per month.
so we went in, and i sat on this cushioned chair (i guess they tried to make it as comfortable as possible for you since they figured you’d be in pain half the time). then they wiped the cream off my tat, and rubbed it, and i felt every single thing. the numbing cream didnt numb shit. and they covered my eyes with these… things… and so i couldnt see, since looking at the laser will blind me or something. but anyway, i got pretty nervous, because when i cant see, i freak out. then the doctor said “okay, let’s go, onetwothree” and then he started zapping at my skin.
the first zap didnt hurt much, and it started hurting after a couple of zaps, and towards the end the pain just went away and all i heard was zapzapzapzap… afterwards, i saw it, and there were white dots all over it, apparently they were air bubbles under my skin from the laser. damn it looked like i had some weird disease or something, it was pretty gross. i should have taken a picture… but it’s all good. (:
i just showered, and it was such a pain in the ass, since i had to only use one hand and try keep the other one dry, but it got wet anyway. and my mum just gave me a talk about being clean and how to clean it, and seriously, mum, im not a fucking baby… but anyway, im exhausted… time for bed. (: