I dont understand why I am waiting for you to just hurt me. & then you dont. It makes it so much harder for me to trust you and then I end up frustrating you even more. I dont get why you deal with me or why you stick around. but im glad you do.
My thought process is something akin to a car going 100 mph with faulty brakes.
Eight months have passed since my last update frankly because I like to get drunk and forget I start blogs about myself. So quick update : I moved to Florida in November, just got back from a trip to California at the beginning of March, and now am planning my next move.