both-of-you

Shout out to jessica988.

Thank you for everything you do, not only for me, but for everyone. Thank you for always being there, always being the one that can make anyone laugh, and anyone feel better. Thank you for being perfect in every single way.

And thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for being one of the few people that cares about me. Thank you for being one of the few people who makes me feel like I belong in the fandom. Thank you for being one of the very very few people that always tried their hardest to see me happy and ok. I love you so much. And I’m really really bad at words, which is why most of the time I can’t answer… But please I need you to know. I’m sorry I’m so needy, and I’m sorry I get so sad all the time. But you’re one of the very very few people who’s always there for me, and it really means the whole world to me.

And I don’t know what happened with your friend. But all I do know is that you don’t deserve any of this. You deserve people around you who give you at least half of what you give to them, even if you atcually deserve 1000x as much (if that’s even possible).

I love you so much Jess. You’re literally one in a million.

Also shout out to angrykittykj.

I’m sorry that I’m so bad at being happy, and I’m sorry I’m so bad at words. But all your support, all the messages you send me, the way that you don’t seem to give up on me, it means the world as well.

You deserve all of the beautiful things in the world.