boreux said:

Value me.


Value Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character telling yours how they feel about them.

"Stop crying."

Jongin watches everything, the way tears streaming down her red cheeks and the way she parted her lips, body trembling heavily against the floor. He tries to take a deep breath but everything’s too suffocating at this moment, he stays on his spot. Frozen.

"Noona." No. “Bora..”

He muses across the room after taking off his drenched jacket ( because of running through the rain), stepping closer to cut their distance with arms open wide, then the next thing they both knew, the younger already enveloped her close to his tight embrace, slender fingers threading her smooth long strands in attempt to calm her down. Jongin feels his chest tightening before placing his palm against her cheek, using his thumb in desperate way to wipe everything away, the mascara, the tears, everything.

But one thing for sure, he knows he couldn’t do anything about the pain. He knows it’s not his place to say anything so he tightens his arms, listening to the way she continues to sob on his chest, drenching his shirt in tears. He doesn’t mind of course, he doesn’t mind at all.

"Please stop crying." His voice sounds foreign to his own ears, too low, too different. Jongin hates it, he hates to see her in pain. He hates to see her crumbling down. He hates this.

"Listen, listen." With the last of strength he had, he holds onto her sides to pull her back slightly just for her to face him then slowly he tilts his head, using the sleeve of his sweater to wipe her ruined make up.

"Bora, you do know how much you mean to me right? All those days we spend together, our memories, everything? Now. I don’t want to see you cry, I don’t want to hear anymore bullshit about that guy because guess what? He doesn’t deserve you. He doesn’t deserve even a little bit piece of you. You’re lovable, charming, kind, talented even beautiful. And if he can’t see that then fuck him. You deserve a guy who could wake up next to you every damn morning and tell you how much they love you, you deserve a guy who would stay under the train for hours just to see you. You deserve a guy who could appreciate you, who could value you for how the real you. So get a grip alright?! Nothing’s simple in this world and sometimes people that we love the most could be the one that hurt us the most but that doesn’t mean it’s the end of the world. You know you got me, you got your friends supporting you. We’re here, I’m here. We’re not going anywhere. "

With that he continues to stare right through her eyes for a while, thumbing the apple of her cheeks and pressing their forehead together.

"I’ll protect you, with everything I’ve got. I’ll protect you. I promise."

boreux said:

What a cutie, makin’ friends and all that. [ ; she drags her index finger from under her eye. ] So proud, I could cry— don't forget about me now, precious.

Got to do what I got to do—  Aigoo, don’t cry now. Don’t ruin that pretty makeup you have on now. {‘opens his arms to give her a tight hug} I will never forget the one who I came up to first.

boreux said:

내소중한종인이... 누나널사랑해... 그게잊지마.

뭐라고 감사를 드려야 할지 모르겠습니다. 너무 기뻐 죽겠어요.

누나………부끄러워 ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ

사랑해 가슴속에 차오르는 말, 사랑해 천번을 더 하고 싶은 말. 여태 해준 적 없어서 더 많이 주고픈, 오직 너에게만 해주고 싶은 말.. 

고마워, 내천사. 

어디 가지마, 알았어? 내가 안아주고 싶은 단단히..