Condemned

"Condemned"

I see you sitting there; reading this.
I am always watching you.
I see the guilt that lurks within.
I can see everything you do.

I am inside of your head,
Listening to every thought you make,
Because your privacy is forfeited,
Despite any step you take.

I can see you in the shower,
And when you’re on the phone,
Making plans to defy your parents,
When you think you’re home alone.

I saw you in the park,
When you were at the age of nine,
Push another kid off his swing,
While I hovered behind.

I saw the times you were drunk,
And the times you slit your wrists,
But maybe if you’re lucky,
I just might forgive.

I know every bad intention,
And every evil deed you did.
Even the ones you got away with,
Or the ones you thought you hid.

I know about your dirty sex.
I know about your deep regrets.
I see the way you cry at night.
I saw you cheat on your last test.

I know about the ones you hurt.
I know about the things you stole.
I know about your deepest fears.
And only I can destroy you whole.
Because every action you take,
I am writing it down,
And your results will have consequences,
To your soul will be bound.

For I am always here; judging you,
And planning out your death,
So I can send you straight to Hell,
After you’ve taken your final breath.
So you can suffer even more,
Because you can never escape,
The soul that I created,
And which I control it’s fate.
You sheepish sack of flesh.
I’ll just create some more,
And then take away their lives,
Before their lives they can explore.

I see you sitting there; still reading this.
I am always watching you.
I see the guilt that lurks within.
I can see everything you do.

I am fair and just,
As all will get it’s due.
So remember to behave yourselves,
For I am always watching you.

I want a new start,
to leave all bad memories
and people who have done
me bad behind,

I want to travel,
see new places, different art
different music touching hearts,

I want to meet new people
who will show me what
it is to love and loved
in return,

I want to leave it all
behind, to erase my book
back to the very cover, and
re-write my story as I please


From:A random poem that I found on Twitter

Original modern poetry from Ryan Havers and Jo Coleslaw.

 Hey guys!

It’s finally here! My collaboration with the incredible, super talented, superlative Jo Coleslaw! It’s called ‘Are You Having Fun, Yet?’, it’s only a 26 page long collection of modern poetry and is free! FREE! You know it makes sense! Please check it out and reblog! There are roughly 10 poems of mine that aren’t on Tumblr! 

All of my poetry is in black, Jo’s in purple :-)

Love,

Ryan :-)

I want to tell you I miss
you with no subtext. No guilt,
no anger, no expectation
that you’ll fix it. I don’t want
you to feel bad or to tell
me it will get better. This
is where we are meant to be
right now – me apart from you,
my hands a little empty and
my heart a little sad.
I just miss you.
I wanted you to know.
—  anne, fyi
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