Don’t tell me that we’ll get back together when we’re 25 or some bullshit. That is not what I need or want to hear. Actually, it is what I would want to hear but I do not want the idea of us to still be a possibility. “We" died a long time ago. Can we go back to that? Should we go back to it? I don’t think it is a good idea. We’re either going to be living in the pst or holding what we did while we weren’t together over each other’s heads.
I don’t think I’m better than what I was, yet.
We can always say that if we started again, we would be better but idk. I’m really skeptical because we tried and failed. What’s the point of going at it again?
Because you’re my long lost lover. You’re my classic. You’re my numero uno. Until I let go of you, I cannot love anyone else. At least not fully.