College is weird so far. Vita and I are drifting, as expected. I never see Bensky anymore, as expected. I feel like DeCélia is the only like friend friend I have here; well, her and Jo. But DeCélia’s going through her own thing with Bensky and I don’t wanna bug either of them, but I really miss my best friend. I miss all of my best friends actually. I never have time to talk to Bri or Leah & I feel like they feel like I don’t care but the whole time difference & not really having any time to do anything is really fuckin it up. Seeing Sean is less weird than I thought it’d be. And even though he’s telling people I’m crazy, I still forgive him for what he did to me this summer. I don’t understand why he’s telling people about what happened between us anyway, like you don’t know these people from Adam, but it’s his business too I guess. I need to make a separate post about him so I can clear my head. I never see Colby & I really miss him. Like I was gonna stay in the cafe and talk to him today, but I already told my friends I’d walk back to the dorm with them. He looked bored at his table, but then again he always looks bored. I think he’s trying to set me up with his friend, Maurice, but then he like flirts with me in front of him so idk? Maurice is a sweet kid, but I’m single till 2016 soooo.