I never thought I would receive one of those… thank you!
1- Whenever I’m reading something (mostly fanfiction) and I sense it’s leading to something good, like some crucial moment, dialogue or that paragraph that makes the fans (or shippers) go crazy , I feel the anxiety building inside.
Then, I stand up, walk around the house, drink a glass of water, listen to music, make some mental AMV’s, fantasize about the moment and then I start kind of fangirling and jumping or walking fast until I feel calm again.
I fantasize a little more and go back to reading.
After one line or even some few worlds, I get up and do the same thing again.
And … again.
Until the good part is over.
2- I have a hard time recognizing what I’m feeling and I suck at dealing with it.
It’s like “Am I mad now? I don’t know, I don’t think so… Am I?”
Or “Is it what they call sadness? Might be…”.
3- I have a lot of ideas and well planned plot-lines , but I’m too lazy to work on them.
And when I do, I start it. But I never finish.
4- I love cloudy weather. It’s peaceful when it rains and I enjoy it, but I ofter end up without internet connection, so… no rain.
Sunny days have a weird effect on me.
5- I’m starting to draw manga. I think I’m improving quickly.
I wanna draw better in order to make a fanzine and start to be serious about realistic drawings. I’ve done some, but only looking. I wanna get to the point that I can do it out of my own mind.
Sorry for my bad grammar. English is not my first language so I might have misspelled something or made some mistakes.
Thank you for sending it, it was pretty fun!