I want to find the person I once aspired to be again. I want to get the body I always dreamed of (strong not skinny), continue being a vegetarian but maybe eating cleaner. I want to embrace myself in spiritual, peaceful vibes and find a happy medium. I want to go out and live and feel free. To make connections and embrace opportunities I am faced with. I want to go on long drives with someone I really like, have carefree sex and smoke endlessly under the sunset. I want to run through fields, scream till my lungs are out of air. I want to sleep under the stars and wake up before the sunrise. I want to climb trees and never come down again, to be young and happy and full of life. I’d do anything to just go out and live how I want to.