smgdh last week i went to the hospital for a follow-up about my bartholin’s cyst right but it wasn’t infected then so they refused to treat me, but now it is infected and is super hella painful but i dont wanna go back to that hospital cuz they were SO mean/rude and treated me horribly. so i’m thinking of going to another hospital next week but its so soon they’re gonna think i’m some kook who likes to be felt up by doctors. and i swear to god if another 20 doctors look at my pussy and tell me they aren’t going to help me i will actually no joke no exaggeration, have a nervous breakdown right there. i’m so sick of having doctors look at me and pull at me and poke me and just come in to look at me like this is some free peep show, treating me like i’m some junkie whore. im so sick of having this golf ball sized fuckin thing between my legs and my birthday is in 5 days and i wanted it to be gone or smaller so i could get laid but now its doubled in size. fuck my life tho.