This week has brought both very sad and very exciting news.
To start, a few days ago my baby roxy passed away… I still can’t believe it, and I wish I wasn’t so far away from my family especially in a time like this. She was 14 years old. I remember her as a little puppy like it was yesterday. I’m really grateful that I was able to see her during Christmas and spent a full month with her, giving her lots of love and kisses and hugs. I miss her terribly. Seeing photos of her breaks my heart, and thinking about how my family also feels breaks my heart. No time is ever enough with the ones you love. I will never forget my baby roxy. She was a wonderful, graceful, beautiful girl. & there will always be a piece of me missing now that she is gone. Life is cruel, time goes by too fast, and you always wish you could have done more, loved more. I’m going to make a collage of her, and my two other babies, Chloe and Miette who passed away last year.
On a much lighter note, I passed my audition. I’m actually really surprised by this as it was my first audition ever, and my first time trying to act. Not only that, I felt very awkward the whole time. Which goes to show, smiling is the key to success. Next week is the shooting day. 12 hour shooting. I have no idea what to expect, and I’m very nervous, but I’m going to try and have as much fun as possible, whether I’m tired or mess up. It’s very important not to get down on myself and keep going and trying my best. This is what growing up is about. Getting out of your comfort zone and pushing yourself until one day it becomes your comfort zone.
I have another audition tomorrow for another job as well. This audition will require more acting and even dialogue, which I didn’t have at my last audition, plus apparently there will be people there so I just hope it goes smoothly. Whether I pass or not I want to make it a good and fun experience! Then next week as well, I have another possible audition IF I pass the picture selection process, so we’ll see how it goes.
Of course my goal is to pass ALL auditions even if that is probably impossible, but like I said, smile and trying my best is the number one thing to do.
Oh! And my birthday is next week as well. Looking forward to spend the day with my husband, even though I have my part time job until 3 or 4 （ ; ; ）*sigh*
Anyways, looking forward to upcoming opportunities!