I am having one of those days where I am in total awe over being a mother. That I look down at my sleeping son and cannot believe that he is really here, and he is really mine. Some people do not believe in miracles and until I held Jude in my arms for the first time I wasn’t completely convinced myself, but now I get to hold a miracle in my arms every day. He is a living, breathing miracle. I do not say this enough but I am thankful for my life and I am blessed to have the life that I have.