Last week it was my 19th birthday and I took this shitty selfy and I have spent my first week as a 19 year old feeling like a piece of shit/comparing my appearance to other prettier/skinnier girls and feeling very inadequate. Have decided that this week is the only week of my 19th year (and hopefully every other year of my life) in which I will feel like this, because I’m a hot bae and I’m fab and I’ve spent 19 years feeling like shit about my appearance and that’s pretty fucked up.

I am trying hard to feel okay today, but okay is hard when things go wrong with the person you like and your mum is in america with no phone to talk to you about it with :,(