So, I usually don’t let things like stupid comments get to me, but I suppose it happens to all of us every once in a while. Yesterday, I had a guy who is very important to me say some stupid shit, and for some odd reason, it REALLY bothered me. I’ve told him everything about me, we talk about my issues, I dare say he knows the most about me out of everyone.
And then he used my insecurities against me, regardless of whether he was conscious of it or not.
A day later, and I still can’t get it out of my head, and I realize that I hate myself more today than I have in a long while.
Why is it that it takes forever to build self confidence and learn to love yourself, but it seriously only takes a quiet (possibly harmless depending on the person) comment to ruin all of that?
Or am I really just that weak?
Sorry. I don’t have many people I can talk to right now.
Actually, you know what? Fuck it. This is my blog and if you can’t deal with one or two posts like this, maybe you should just click that button that says “unfollow”.