apriletheral

Precisely, sir.

Few words pack a punch like the word cunt. It’s necessary sometimes.

Although, I still don’t understand people who are extremely offended by it’s use. I’ve come across people who are straight up appalled by it. When I say it they look at me like I’ve committed some sort of heinous crime. Relax, right?

incredibly thankful for apriletheral and inkedasaurusrex being such lovely parts of my life.

they’re the people that i’ve really hurt the worst in the grand scheme of things, as they have to cope with my selfishness and angst more than any other humans on the planet, but they’re the ones most willing to muscle through it and help save me from myself along the way.

a girl couldn’t ask for a better boyfriend or a better best friend.

and i think i’ve learned a lot about both kinds of relationships in the past several weeks.

growing up, i found myself in social circles where numbers meant everything. to have a set of ten decent acquaintances who could be harvested for their qualities and then tossed aside when no longer relevant was a much more “normal” way to go about friendships.

now as an adult, i understand so clearly that your friends are the people who want to be in your life. who actively want to be a part of who you are. these are the people who can be slighted and taken for granted, who can be yelled at and cried at, but will forgive the transgressions. not because they’re stupid or desperate or naive, but because they understand that to err is human. because they know that someday they, too, may need to seek your forgiveness at a moment of miscommunication, misunderstanding, miscalculation. 

friends are the real family. because they love you even if they don’t like you in that moment, and they CHOOSE to be there rather than holding onto the obligation of blood as motivation.

my purpose on this planet is not to satiate as many people as i can, is not to go out of my way to make everyone else comfortable.

“You are not special. You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else. We’re all part of the same compost heap. We’re all singing, all dancing crap of the world.” 

and it’s been important for me to surround myself with people who understand that. i am so so grateful to have found two dark souls who shine as bright lights in my mind.

here’s to the next year, my friends. and to whatever may come.

“Only after disaster can we be resurrected. It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything. Nothing is static, everything is evolving, everything is falling apart.” 

so i just spent the whole day with inkedasaurusrex, apriletheral, and leborthwick at warped tourrr and i really don’t think it could have BEEN a better day.

now i’m going to eat dinner

and then i’m going to get drunk

and blog until i pass out

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I’d never heard of Moe’s before. It turns out it’s near where I live so it’ll be awesome to not have to slug it downtown. The last time I saw For the Fallen Dreams was 2008 with their original singer. Crazy.

I don’t know why you won’t come hang out with me sometime. loooool. I saw them in 2011 or something. I think they were on with OM&M or something. That was when I was going to shows all the time, so it all runs together anymore. D:

OR SOMETHING JESUS CHRIST. i’m too tired and stoned for this

apriletheral asked:

Silly old wasp, stung my bum and now my bumhole's numb.

i’m just going to assume this is what is going on in any anon’s mind when they want to start shit with me. it’s their own little theme tune.

willy willy bum bummmm