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FactFile: The One Three Months Later

I totally did it y’guys. I totally uploaded a new video. Y’all didn’t think it was gonna happen, bet you’re feeling pretty stupid right about now. Mm-hmm. 

B: 3 Biggest Pet Peeves.
When people chew with their mouths open or they just chew very loudly, when people are hypocrites about really serious things, and when people touch my hair. 

G: If you had to rank yourself on a scale of 1 to 10, what would you be?
um this question makes me feel awkward and derogatory towards myself. uhh probably a 5 because i’m not necessarily ugly or extremely pretty. i’m a combination of both. so i’m just there. nothing too special about me.

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   Sitting on my livingroom floor. I straightened my hair for once. I really hate posting nonsense webcam photos but I’m trying to be better at blogging so I’m pushing myself to stop being so very vain (laughs).

   I feel like every five minutes I’m telling you guys that starting *now* I’m going to be posting more video/ more photos/ more blog posts and every time they end up being empty words; so this time rather than making evermore promises I’ve decided just to try better at just letting you know what’s going on.

   As ridiculous as this will definitely sound, right now my whole life is revolving around my bedroom. I’ve never been good at keeping it tidy, but I think the degree of decay I’ve managed to achieve would frighten most people. For over a year now when you step through the door all you can smell is mold and general grossness. Sigh.

   I find I can stand it to a point, but I crossed that line months ago. However unfortunately determination fails me every time and I can always convince myself there’s something more worthy of my time (ie. Animal Crossing). But now it’s at a stage where I no longer want to be in my room; there’s no room for art, videos, photography. The only thing I can do in there is tread between piles of crap in order to scramble into bed and ignore the fact that another day has passed and that I’ve probably created a new breed of bacteria somewhere. It’s gross.

   Luckily I was rejected by university - will go into why that’s a good thing later - and now my life is truly in my hands and I feel I really need to start taking action myself. So for the last few - and the next few - weeks, my days will revolve souly around sorting, binning and finally reclaiming and redecorating my bedroom, which I’ve had planned in my head for years. 

   I can only thank you guys for the patience that you’ve had with my thus far and the kindness you keep giving me. I hope you won’t mind if posts are scattered for the short future. But I swear - gulp - that I’ll be posting better content at the end of it. 

   Love as always, 
   Bethany Rose

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College Dropper, Hair Cutter

This video is not the one I wanted to be posting today but I have yet to make the one I wanted to make so I guess I can’t complain. Just a quick vlog to say hi and I’m not dead! New video up soon.

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