part 2 : After reading and rereading the post I saw the part that said invite other entities and I laughed and said I’ll call on Gandalf the gray jokingly. A very large dark figure appeared and my first thought was the door.
part 3: and so I brought my door up and ran out. I was very very afraid. I shut the door and the dark entity slammmed against it but I held it closed. I then locked it with several locks and bolts. (cont.)
part 4: could I have unknowingly stepped into my inner temple and summoned this thing unintentionally? or is this obviously just my imagination. i felt real fear. and if real, what do I do? what problems could this cause? how do I clear it?
You accidentally summoned a spirit.
“Jokes” don’t matter when it comes to magic. You said you would call upon a spirit, and a spirit came. GOOD JOB keeping the spirit inside. Under no circumstances can you allow that spirit to leave the door - TRUST ME. Letting out such a spirit is how I got my astral scarring.
Be aware that part (or all) of this spirit’s consciousness is now trapped within one of your astral temples. Now that you have it locked in it is impossible for the spirit to escape.
Unfortunately for it, you are going to keep it trapped there.
Can you envision that astral space as a little space inside your mind? Viewed from the outside it is just like a grey sphere with a door in the wall. You are going to take that entire sphere and get rid of it far away from your house.
Drive, get a ride, or figure out a way to go as far away from your house as possible (a 45-60 minute drive will do). Try to go to nature if you can, like a lake, pond, or forested area. Stand alone.
Envision the sphere that contains the spirit. Be aware that it is a real energetic thing inside of you. You will probably know what part of body this room is in; whether it be your brain, solar plexus, or somewhere else. Call it forward to your throat and spit it out. Seriously just spit it as far as you can.
IF YOU WANT, you can bargain with the entity so it can be freed.
And I will tell you why you might want to.
You fucked up - and I am sorry to use that harsh language. But you did. You summoned an entity to an inner plane without understanding the consequences of doing so, and now because of your mistake a being has the potential to be trapped in a spirit prison for a long, long time.
You can never go inside that room again. So instead, imagine that the walls are transparent and you can communicate to the entity within. Make it swear to you that it will not harm you. Tell it that unless it gives an oath, it will be trapped in this cage forever. If it swears to not harm you and totally leave your life, you will free it. If you get a clear signal from the entity, and you know in your gut that you have secured your oath, continue on to driving to nature and spitting out the room. However, once it has been released, imagine the room dissolving away to nothing so the spirit may exit.
Making part of the room transparent without allowing the spirit to escape may be tough for you. If you can’t do it, don’t do it.
If you are planning on releasing the entity wear your most heavy-duty protections, as well as protecting anyone else who is with you and the vehicle you are in (if you are driving). Take a different route home if possible - you may have to spend a long time driving or changing busses. Get to your home and immediately do a full cleansing and protection as well as a personal cleansing.
Then give yourself a gold star for surviving your first real witchcraft disaster.