it feels too good
until the end
when the emotions
kill me instead.
—  drugs.

november 14

anonymous asked:

Pit walked into Raven's room. It had been a week since the dark angel had lost his wings. The light angel had been taking care of him doing the things he knew how to do (cooking, turning on and off lights, and getting things for Raven). Pit smiled, "Good morning Raven!!!"

The dark angel rubbed his eyes a bit as he let out a yawn, as he had just woken up. It honestly meant a lot to him that the other cared so much for his well-being, and offered to take care of him, and he seemed to smile more often because of this. There were times when he even forgot that his wings were gone. He sat up in his bed and was about to flap his wings, but then he realized… He simply shrugged it off as he gave the other a sleepy smile.

- “Ah, hey…

"It wasn’t his choice to go, and even he was sad to go. the last time he saw her there were tears rolling down her face. why? the last thing he wanted was to see her cry. besides, its not like he was leaving
her. even though he couldnt physically be there anymore. now he could always be there by her side. when he got to heaven, he asked god “god, why is my love crying?’

god looked down at colin with a sad expression, explaining that she was greiving. grieving for the lost of her most beloved. colin couldnt help but shead a tear. his beloved was crying,and he couldnt
help her. worse still, he was the cause. god put a hand on his shoulder, leaning down to his son & smiled, similar to the way a grandfather smiles to his grandson.

"Don’t cry my son" his booming voice spoke soothingly, "the amount of love & joy you have brought her is enough to fill her w/ bliss for the rest of her life. youve given to her what no one could take away, &
she will hold onto that forever.” and with that, god held up a finger, and circled it around colin’s head, forming a ring of light. then, with a clap of his hands, god formed wings from colin’s back. he
looked up at god, a confused look plastered to his face, but god said “angels are born from love, and so i have made you into an angel since you are filled with nothing but love. so go, watch over her & keep
her safe with all your heart.”

and so, gods newest angel flapped his wings, flying to that woman he loved most. and even though she couldnt feel his touch, he embraced her & promised from that moment on on to watch over her untill they
were both reunited once again” — story by locks schrodinger

i apologize for the lack of inactivity…i haven’t died, but the love of my life…has. wanted to work on this when i wasn’t crying every 45 minutes…commemorative image for the love of my life, RIP Colin Wyckoff 7/6/1994-1/25/2015

my future partner is probably texting their bae right now about how they’re gonna be together forever. sike, see you in ten years bitch

cause its my problem if i wanna pack up and run away
its my business if i feel the need to smoke and drink and sway
its my problem, its my problem if i feel the need to hide
and its my problem if i have no friends and feel i want to die
—  Marina And The Diamonds
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.

"why do you always wear black"
cause i’m ready for ur funeral bitch

Angel’s Wings: once edible, now deadly toxic

Commonly known as Angel’s wings due to its smooth and white caps,   Pleurocybella porrigens (Marasmiaceae) had been considered an edible fungus by many, however, an outbreak of encephalopathy of unknown etiology occurred in 2004 in certain areas of Japan after eating this mushroom, locally named Sugihiratake. As 17 people died of acute encephalopathy, this species is now considered deadly poisonous.

Currently, approximately 100 of the known species of mushrooms are poisonous to humans. New toxic mushroom species continue to be identified and some species initially classified as edible are later reclassified as toxic. 

This species is also found in North America and Europe, so, please if you find this mushroom, do not eat them!.

Synonym: Pleurotellus porrigens.

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Photo credit: ©Curiosity thrilled the cat | Locality: Fort William, Scotland, United Kingdom (2013)