Rules:

Rule 1 - Always post the rules.

Rule 2 - Answer the questions of the person who tagged you, and write eleven new ones.

Rule 3 - Tag eleven people and link them.

Rule 4 - Let them know you’ve tagged them.

Tagged by: andshelovestosing


My answers: 

What’s the longest time you’ve cried? Over what?

The longest I’ve ever cried was about 2 hours. It’s a very long story, but here it is. I was an unstable person when I was 15. We moved to a whole new place I hated (from Florida to Tennessee), moved in with people I did not know and immediately did not like. I had no friends, and I had just come out of the closet about a month before, and my mom and sister, the two closest people in the world to me, did not accept it for a long time, so I was alone. I have never been so alone, and it actually caused what I believe depression must feel like. Like, heavy heart, just not wanting to move or speak. I remember not talking for a couple of days at a time. It all was too much after a while, so I went outside to cry. I remember it so clearly, looking at the closest mountain (I don’t know why that sticks out in my mind). I cried for about 2 hours, thinking of just about everything that was wrong with me before I got short of breath. I started hyperventilating, actually. So then I panicked, and almost could not breathe at all. It was the first time I ever had a panic attack. It took me about 5 minutes to calm down. I’ve had panic attacks after that, but they were either not as severe, or I was used to them. Like, for some reason though, when I panic, I get itchy, so I start scratching my hand. My left hand is a little scarred in between my thumb and pointer. It’s hardly noticeable now, really. I never really talk about that time, because I don’t want to sound whiny. But! It’s been about a year since my last one though. We moved back down here after, like 4 months, and things got gradually better once my mom and sister came to terms with my sexuality. I don’t feel alone anymore, and I’m generally happy now.

 

Who causes you the most frustration in your life?

I have two groups of people. These girls in my American Government class cause a lot of my frustration. I had them last year in American History (same teacher, too). But it started last year when this dude wore a My Little Pony crown that said ‘Happy Birthday’ on it for his birthday (Bronies, you know?). So for-fucking-bid, he not a ‘normal’ guy, and they made a big deal out of it. Then one day, he brought a hat that had horse ears on it, and they made a big deal about it. That same day, he started doing this weird thing where he got on the ground, and he was looking like he was trying to lick his forehead, or something, and was scooting on the carpet with his arms, not moving his legs. It was odd, but I’m laughing just thinking about it. Our teacher was like, ‘WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! STOP IT!’ So the girls were like, super rude, and were like, ‘Can we move classes for the rest of the period?’ AND MY TEACHER! GOD BLESS HIM! He was like, ‘Stop! Get over it! We’re having fun.’ Anyways! That’s one! The second are a few girls in my volleyball block, and they will just stand there and watch the ball bounce in front of them. I wouldn’t be so angry if they would just make an effort. I suck at volleyball, but I make an effort, damnit! Or they will talk while we’re playing a game, and get mad when the ball hits them. I just.. EEERRRRG!!!

 

How long have you had your tumblr? How many followers?

I have had my tumblr for a little more than year, and I have 314 followers. I love everyone of them like they were my best friends.  X3

Do you believe in love? (Long, constructive paragraphs are welcome :D)

Yes I do, but I used to not. I fell in love for the first time last year. Her name is Kira, and I simply adore her. I’m still with her. She asked me out a week before summer vacation, and I happened to be moving 2 hours away over the summer, so we totally did long distance. I moved back here with my grandparents so we could be closer. We were together longer apart from each other than close to each other. I never knew I could connect on so many levels with a person. I thought I was destined to be alone. Not alone, but, you know, partner-less. But I believe that there is someone out there for you if you look in the right place, and take chances. That’s just my opinion, though.  :}

Would you rather live in a bowl of ketchup or mustard?

Mustard, actually, because I can put that bitch on bread and eat as is. I like mustard.

Rugged handsome (ex: Robert D-J) or cutesy schoolboy handsome (ex: Bradley James)?

Oh no. Umm…. I think rugged handsome!

Your (UNBIASED) opinion on crocs?

In all seriousness though, people think they are comfortable, so who am I to judge comfort. I myself wouldn’t where them, though.

Favourite weekend day?

Saturday, because I actually have to get up early and go to church and work the media booth. I work an hour a week, and get $15 a week. On Saturdays, I chill like a beast. I got bed at 12 on Fridays, wake up at 8:30-9:00 and Saturday, and chill.

Skating or skiing?

I live in Florida. I don’t even know if people down here know what snow is. So skating. I’ve been ice-skating before in Jacksonville, and it’s so much harder than the inline skating I do.  :P

Reason you hate monday? If not, why? (No seriously. How the hell not??)

I have to wake up at 5:45 am to wake up catch a bus at 6:50 am to go to a place I do not particularly care for. And then I have to do 4 more times most of the time. Mondays are the beginning of an agonizing cycle…
11) First part of your username mixed with the last name of your otp. That’s your new name:

My new name would still be ‘iamwatslocked!’ How boring! Or, it could be ‘iamlocked.’ Still! I’m upset it’s not more exciting!  lol!

 

1.)   Have any nicknames you liked to be called?
2.)   Do you know you’re Hogwarts House?
3.)   Have any pets?
4.)   What do you like on your pizza?
5.)   What is your favorite onomatopoeia?
6.)   Do you have a guilty pleasure show?
7.)   If you are SuperWhoLock, do you have a certain one of those you favor more than the others, or are you an equal opportunistic lover?
8.)   Are you afraid of a certain animal or insect?
9.)   Name 1-3 things you love about yourself!
10.)                What is the best compliment someone can give you?

11.)                Which do you like more? Supper or dessert?

andshelovestosing replied to your postI NEED TO RANT there is this one person and he is…

I NEED TO RANT there is this one person and he is…

Stay away, my dear. Stay away. If he comes back to you, refuse him. He might be like “ok whatevs” but you keep living life. I know how you feel; when you give something, when you give it your all and go out of your way to help, you expect something back, right? No. It doesn’t happen. And it hurts like fuck. My advice? Stay close to the people you know that actually care and who do things for you, because you know they’ll give back. Hope I helped :)

Wow YES! You totally hoped, and I plan on writing him off to the best of my ability. I don’t need toxic people like him in my life. I feel sad for him deeply, I truly do, but I now realize that he is only taking advantage of that. Just like a lot of other people in the past. Thank you, seriously, I needed to hear this.

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