Why isn’t it free?
free!matsuoka rinnanase harukarinharumygifsit makes complete sense that rin was expecting haru to come and mock him in ep12that rin thinks haru doesn't carerin's sense of self worth is basically nonexistant at this point. he thinks he's worthless and he can't offer haru anythingthat after his failures and how he's gone about things he deserves nothingbut rin has also been told multiple times by haru that he 'only swims free'haru has walked away from rin multiple times and rin is left chasing himand he can chase him bc he needs to and he has something of worth to givehe can show haru the sight. he can move on. they can both be free.but at this point he has nothing? so he's expecting haru to come and say i know why i swim now and it's not for youit's not WITH you. i've moved on. i don't need youand when he sees his own words written on the ground he just breaks downall his defenses all the walls crumble and all that's left is rin and his desiresand this time haru is able to deal with it bc he's grown so muchhe's grown so much and rin's words have become hisand if rin needs help remembering what those words mean haru is theretbh i just make gifsets so i can cry in my tags