I take a pill-
to get through the day and push
the drowning feelings and memories away.
But they don’t disappear, they’re only
held at bay.

(the pills) are hidden in my closet with
the rest of my shame and
the doctor said it’s not something
to be embarrassed by-

everyone feels this way at some point
in their life

and I wonder why this man
(with a medical degree)
is telling me something I read on the internet
when I was twelve

instead of something that would actually-

I don’t want his help.
I shouldn’t need help.
I shouldn’t need this.

I shove the pills to the back of my throat
and then my closet
and tell myself

Tomorrow, I won’t need help.”

Tomorrow,
I find myself with a blade to
my wrists. (I told myself I wouldn’t stoop
to this.)
(I need help.)

- A pill to get me through the day, a pill to keep the pain at bay.

Um? 

Yeah, so, Ashley is not the best model, especially when its cold but eh it works.

Its probably more of the fact that we literally had to climb on cars to do these photos, and there were still houses around with lights on and yeah.

Don’t worry, I’ll get out to woods if the weather stays nice. Which of course, it probably won’t -.- 

All this picture was, was pretty much me playing with some brushes on my gimp that I downloaded off Deviantart. So yeah… xD

EDIT: WHAT ARE THOSE RED THINGS.O3O

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