I will be away for I don't know how long.

I will be away to find myself. I hope I find myself back soon enough. I’ve been searching for it all this time, but I always find it wandering and lost. I have plans in mind, which i know you would never agree to. That’s why I don’t tell anything to anyone. I’ve become a more secretive girl now. But I promise to tell you all soon. Not sure when that soon is though. 

If I ever decide to do things which aren’t right, I hope you all could forgive me. Because like I’ve said, I’m still lost and am not in my right mind at the moment. I may have got over the unsafe thoughts, but there are times when it still haunts me. Most of those times is when I close my eyes. 

I’m not that suicidal girl who actually attempted to hang herself anymore, but if something bad happens to me, I don’t think I’ll find a way to get out of it. Not sure if I’m making any sense, but yea. 

Goodbye for now. I shall return.