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Halloween infatuation -One shot | Ziall

Tytuł: Halloween infatuation
Autorka: Perfect-Troublemaker, Hayley Margera
Benner: Ania 
Główni bohaterowie: Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson,
Bohaterowie drugoplanowi: Greg Horan, Liam Payne 
GatunekObyczajowy
Czas akcji: 2014
Miejsce akcjiLondyn, Wielka Brytania.
Au: One Direction nie istnieje
Parting:  Ziall, Zouis (pobocznie)
Ostrzeżenie: miłość homoseksualna, przekleństwa itp

Od autorek: Witamy w ten piękny dzień, jakim jest Hallowen ;) Z tej właśnie okazju przygotowałyśmy dla Was shota ;) Obiecuje tym samym, że LD pojawi się w najbliższej przyszłości ;)

Miłego czytania ;)

- Nie mogę uwierzyć, że masz aż takiego pecha Lou, serio - zaśmiał się Niall, sącząc swoje Somersby. Spoglądnął w niebieskie oczy przyjaciela, które wydawały się teraz nieco smutne i bezsilne. Sam Louis był bezradny wobec sytuacji, która miała miejsce dziś rano. Wstał jak co dzień po siódmej, aby na spokojnie wyszykować się na wykłady. Nawet wyszedł na autobus kilka minut wcześniej, ponieważ

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"Hey hey." My older brother said, stepping into my room.

"Hi Lex." I said, taking out an earbud.

"Have you been alright?" I rolled my eyes and nodded. "You sure, no breakdowns?"

"Alex, if I had had one, wouldn’t Rian or Zack have said something already?" I asked.

"You’re right. Sorry." He came over and kissed my forehead.

"Did you eat?" He asked.

"Yep, Rian got me a pizza." I said.

"Meds?"

"I always do." I said.

"I know, I’m proud of you. Jack is going to take you to therapy tomorrow alright? I have to go the studio."

"M’kay." I said. Alex headed downstairs. You see, I’m border line Schizophrenic. I found out about it when I was 10. That’s when it was really bad. I had breakdowns at least three times a day. I would talk randomly and stare for hours. At first I refused therapy but I finally accepted it. I’ve been getting better lately. But I wasn’t stupid, I knew I would always be living with the symptoms.

When Alex wasn’t on tour, I lived with him and the guys. When I was diagnosed, Alex became my protector. He was always with me. The other guys were the same way and I couldn’t thank them enough for the last 6 years.

Around 2 am the voices started. “No.” I croaked. “Stop! No no! Go away stop!!! No don’t! No no no no! Please!” I yelled. I began screaming my head off. Alex came running into my room with Jack following behind him, not that I knew it was them at the time. “Stop!” I screamed as Jack wrapped his arms around me, constraining me.

"Shh." Alex cooed tiredly, giving me the shot meant to calm me down. "Shh, (Y/N) it’s okay."

"No! Let go!" I yelled but my body was beginning to fail on me.

"Lex go to bed, I’ve got it." Jack said. Alex nodded and scuffled away. "It’s okay! I’m not going hurt you."

"No." I muttered. I turned around in Jack’s arms, trying to wiggle free. He just gripped me harder. Somewhere in the night I fell asleep snuggled into Jack’s arms.

XXX

I woke up tangled into a pair of arms. My eyes burned from crying. “Jack.” I mumbled, pushing him away so he would let go.

"Morning." He mumbled letting go. I sat up an rubbed me head. "Do you remember last night? Like do you remember your…"

"Psychotic breakdown? Yeah I do."

"Don’t call it that!" Jack protested.

"Why, Jack? That’s what it is." I snapped.

"I wouldn’t classify you as psycho though, I mean you haven’t tried to kill anyone, right?" He asked. He leaned up against the wall.

"Besides myself, no." I muttered.

"What? (Y/N)! Why didn’t you tell me? It was because of the voices, right?"

"I didn’t tell you because twice it was before I started living with you and Alex and the guys. The other time, I just didn’t want you guys to know. And the first time no, it was a year after a found out and I hated myself for having the issue, I thought I was a burden. But the other times, yeah it was because of the voices." I began shaking thinking about it. I didn’t want I have another breakdown.

"Shit, I’m sorry." He said pulling me into his arms. He grabbed his phone and clicked play on my playlist. It was a tool my therapist told the boys to do. Make a playlist of my favorite songs or songs that calmed me down. Jack smiled at the song that played and got up an started dancing. "Dance with me!" He said.

"No Jack!" I whined as he pulled me up. I giggled and finally started twirling with him.

"SAY IT AIN’T SO, I WILL NOT GO, TURN THE LIGHT OFF, CARRY ME HOME!" We laughed and sang along.

"Jesus Christ, you guys are loud." Alex laughed walking in.

"You’re welcome." I teased.

He rolled his eyes, “See you tonight.” Alex hugged me. “As for you dickhead, I hope I don’t see you ever.” Alex teased Jack.

"You love me!" Jack screamed kissing my brothers cheek.

"EW gross!" Alex smiled before walking out.

Jack turned to me and shrugged, “He loves me really.”

XXX

"So how was Therapy?" Jack asked in the car.

"Fine."

"What did you talk about?"

"Stuff." I grumbled. I plugged on my phone and turned on my mix. Jack took that as an invitation to stop talking.

Back at the house we plopped down on the couch. “Where is everyone?” I asked.

"Alex is at the studio, Rian is visiting Cass, and Zack is at the gym."

"Oh."

"So it’s just us." Jack winked.

"Oh joy. Put on a movie, I’m making popcorn." I spoke.

When the popcorn was done I walked back into the room. I set down the popcorn and sat down. As soon as I sat down the voices started again. “No please, not now.” I said.

"What?" Jack asked

"Jack…get-get always from me." I backed away.

"Why? I’m not-oh shit where are your meds?"

"Go away! Stop! Please go away! Jack don’t hurt me!" I screamed.

"No! I’m not going hurt you! I’m just getting your meds hold on!"

"No you’re trying to poison me stop!" I shrieked as he forced a pill down my throat. Pills worked much slower than the shots but worked better. I kept screaming and I wouldn’t swallow the pill

"Sh, (Y/N). Swallow the pill"

"Don’t hurt me!" I yelled. I began screaming. Jack didn’t know what to do so he kissed me to muffle my screams. He used his tongue to work the pill down my throat When he did something amazing happened, the voices kept yelling in my head but I was able to think clearly. I knew that Jack wasn’t going to hurt me.

"Shit! (Y/N), I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t. I promise I’m not going to hurt you. I’m here to help, don’t scream again." Jack pleaded as he pulled away.

"I know you won’t hurt me." I said even though I was still a bit scared he would. The voices in my head were so convincing.

"What?" He asked. Clearly, this was a big deal for me.

"I said, ‘I know you won’t hurt me.’" I repeated. I wrapped my hand around Jack’s neck and kissed him again. He kissed me more this time, slipping some tongue in for fun. His hand pulled me closer to him. I began laying back and he followed me down, running his hands up and down my body. I tangled my hands in his hair and he let out a moan. The only other guy I had kissed broke up with me three days later because he found out what my breakdowns were like. We were making out for a long time before Jack’s body was ripped away and thrown onto the floor.

"What the fuck?" Alex yelled.

"Al-" Jack started.

"No, you shut the fuck up. That’s my sister! Are fucking serious right now? She’s sixteen, you’re twenty-five! Not only is that illegal but that’s my sister. You do realize how much you fucked with her head right? Finding a boyfriend is hard for her! She has a mental disorder most guys are assholes and won’t take the time to get to know her after they find out!" Alex screamed.

"Dude calm down we-"

"I will not calm down." Alex raised a fist to punch Jack but I pushed him away.

"Yes you will calm down!" I said.

"I’m sorry he took advantage of you."

"He didn’t, Alex! I was having a breakdown and he kissed me after giving me the pill because I wouldn’t swallow it. When he kissed me, I was able to think clear. He started to apologize after and then I kissed him back! You asshole, I kissed him." I yelled, bending down to help Jack to his feet.

"But you’re sixteen! You can’t date him!"

"Who said anything about dating?" I asked.

"Well…" Jack said hugging me into his side. I looked at him and smiled.

"Did you hear me? I was able to think clearly! Jack helps me and I liked kissing him!"

"No. Uh-uh. No way." Alex said.

"Why? Like you said, no guy will want me after they find out I have a mental issue." I said, leading Alex down the guilt trip.

"That’s not what I meant."

"Well it’s true." I shrugged.

"No it’s not." Jack said. I smiled and got on my toes to kiss him. Alex groaned but let it happen.

"Fine, just not in front of me and the fans don’t know until she’s 18. If you can keep it together that long."

"We will." Jack mumbled into my hair.

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Wow! I love writing this one. It’s probably not that great but whatever. Hope you like it! Okay bye.

mmmm family iis downstairs if i walked in ans ahot my self in the head they would understand

I will heal this world from the evil trying to destroy it.

Another pic from my shoot. Also in the famous Katsucon Gazebo. I was so happy i got a bunch of ahots in it.
Photography by @na_studio

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There was a debut yesterday, and a photobooth there. Which I was supposed to use alone since I’ve been somehow left out by my friends. The he beg me to have a picture with them kidding, he asked me. It’s kind of an act of goodwill because I was about to use a photobooth alone. Anyway one of the ahot have ourselves looking at each other. Which he’s the one who intiated. We’re kinda touchy eveey moment. But I so get jealous and hurt whenever I see him with my blockmates who totally had a picture of him like she’s seducing him. SHE’S SEDUCING HIM!

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Lucy Rose and The Half Earth review (20/03/15)

Plug, located in the centre of a Sheffield, is known as ahot bed of student nights, pulsing music, and drink offers. It’s a venue that is large, meant for sound, and bright with its eclectic neon lighting.

It’s a testament to the two bands this evening, then, that everything was completely silent, except for the soulful music of the two acts on tonight.

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