I’ve been struggling to put into words how recently, Surah Ad Duha (93) was delivered to me in time of great need. I use the word delivered because it came to me without any conscious effort of my own.
I was seeking a specific outcome from my dua’s. I was blinded by my selfish desires, and short-sidedness; my ignorance. But what I truly needed was reassurance and inspiration.
I had been feeling lost, forsaken, and perhaps even forgotten. I had begun questioning my method of making du’a and salat, and wondered if I had knowingly or unknowingly angered Allah S.W.T. But it was just my insecuritiy in Imaan.
The Surah came to me through several channels. Blatantly and with clout. It is undeniable that it was nothing short of an intervention of glad tidings and hope. It was an immeasurable amount of peace and reassurance, that was bestowed upon me by His Grace and Mercy. And how ignorant of me to assume that the Entity who has created me, has in progress anything less than the best for me.
Surah (93) Ad-Duha
Translation by Yusuf Ali
By the Glorious Morning Light,
And by the Night when it is still,
Thy Guardian-Lord hath not forsaken thee, nor is He displeased.
And verily the Hereafter will be better for thee than the present.
(also translated as: And surely what comes after is better for you than that which has gone before. (Shakir))
And soon will thy Guardian-Lord give thee (that wherewith) thou shalt be well-pleased.
Did He not find thee an orphan and give thee shelter (and care)?
And He found thee wandering, and He gave thee guidance.
And He found thee in need, and made thee independent.
Therefore, treat not the orphan with harshness,
Nor repulse the petitioner (unheard);
But the bounty of the Lord – rehearse and proclaim!
This Surah was revealed to the Prophet (P.B.U.H) after a long pause in revelations. He felt abandoned and questioned if he had somehow angered Allah S.W.T, or perhaps the previous revelations were figments of his imagination; as suggested by those who chastised him.
I saw it everywhere; several times and in different locations. I read the Tafseer of the Surah along with the translations – over and over. My spine shivered, and I knew in that moment, that my well-being and its “intezaam” is so much bigger than my pathetic sujood or mechanical recitations. The Provider has ensured for me and YOU a system. A system beyond our perception, which in its magnanimous efforts, ensures the very tawaf of every atom in our bodies. But of course, we fail to see it – misled by our doubt and worldly delusions.
So I surrender. Or at least, make feeble attempts to surrender to the Will, and realize that no du’a is ever lost, nor misplaced. That you and I have no control and rely constantly on His unrelenting Mercy, and above all, His Love.
Therefore, praise Allah S.W.T, and ask Him to facilitate all that is good for us (in this life and the next,) and to remove us from that, which is not.
Allah is Greater.