Me as a parent in the future.
I cannot say that I will be the most wonderful mom in the world that time. Still, I have my flaws and weaknesses. I cannot say that I will be a perfect mom to my kids because there’s no such thing in this world. But I have a saying if you do believe that you could be almost perfect then maybe. But all I know is that I will love my kids so much more than my husband.. more than myself. They are like my jewels, no, they are more than jewels that I will cherish, treasure and protect from anyone. They are my everything. They complete me. So I will try my best to be an almost perfect mom to them. I will always be there to give the support they need. I will make them laugh when they feel sad. I will comfort them when they are afraid. I will be their best friend who will listen to their problems and secrets. Maybe there will be times that I will get mad and scold them but I just have to do it to make them realize what is wrong or not. But in the end of the day, I will be sorry for getting mad and scolding them. That’s how lovable mom I will be. I’m a mom at the same time, a best friend.
They don’t have to experience what I’ve already experienced.
I will make sure that my kids will never experience what I already experienced. I just want them to have a peaceful, happy and comfortable life. I don’t want them to suffer at early age. I just want them to be with their friends playing stuffs and that. I don’t want them to feel sadness, about family issues. Family issues are so mainstream. Let’s stop that. I want to give my kids a complete and strong family. I don’t want them to feel alone, most especially when they are at times of trouble. I just want them to be a better person when they grow up.