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VIDEO OF THE WEEK

Marina and The Diamonds - I’m A Ruin (Acoustic Band Video)

Marina at her very best in this acoustic version of “I’m A Ruin”, from her last album “Froot”. Her voice and the sound of a keyboard, that is Marina’s original sound and the way I like to listen to her. There is another video on acoustic for the track Happy. And you can watch the main version of “I’m A Ruin” in this video directed by Markus Lundqvist:

Lyrics:

I know that I can’t have it all
But without you I am afraid I’ll fall
I know I’m playing with your heart
And I could treat you better but I’m not that smart

When it comes to love, you’re an easy fight
A flower in a gun, a bird in flight
It isn’t fair and it isn’t right
To lead you on like it’s all alright

I played with your heart
And I could treat you better but I’m not that smart
You still mean everything to me
But I wanna be free

I’ll ruin, yeah, I’ll ruin you
I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do

Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah

It’s difficult to move on
When nothing was right and nothing’s wrong
You still can’t look me in the eye
'Cause you’ve been bitten once and now you’re twice as shy

I’ve had my share of beautiful men
But I’m still young and I wanna love again
It’s difficult to say goodbye
And easier to live a lover’s lie

And I’ve tried to say
Babe, I’m gonna ruin you if you let me stay
You still mean everything to me, to me
But I wanna be free

I’ll ruin, yeah, I’ll ruin you
I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do

Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah

It doesn’t feel right and it doesn’t feel fair
When I’m planning to move on and you’re still standing there
Don’t wanna keep a secret but I don’t know how to keep it fair, yeah

I’ll ruin, yeah, I’ll ruin you
I’ve been doing things I shouldn’t do

But I don’t wanna say goodbye
But, baby, I don’t wanna lie
To lie, to lie to you
I’m a ruin

Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah

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Part of the way I deal with pain and hurt is through music. Of course this is a much more lackadaisical recording (I’m too tired to deal with my perfectionism). I will sing along to it, coming up with different harmony parts as if I were filling holes within my heart with pieces of music. I feel like I’m living in the lyric “Only this moment that fills my head with trouble” sometimes. It resonates with my depression, my sadness, as well as my need to feel fulfilled and creative.

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Panic! at the Disco - Girls/Girls/Boys (Acoustic)

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Here’s our cover of “cool kids” - sincerely, some not so cool kids.
xo m

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Hello everyone, have a lovely acoustic version of my favorite VIXX song ^^;

VIXX. YOU’RE IMPRESSIVE <33333