“I always think the boy I’m talking to will be the one, that they’ll fall in love with me, like the one time I laughed with this boy at 4 am and he told me he liked my smile, or the time another held me and told me he felt like he knew me for years after only a week. I always find a way to grow to any boy who makes me feel special for even just a second. And the ones I think will fall in love with me, never do. They just hurt me. I always feel stupid afterwards too, because why would I ever think anyone would fall in love with me, let alone someone so complex and gracious like the boys I pick.”
I don’t think anyone could fall in love with someone like me with complications, I myself do not understand.