I suddenly thought about you. Never once it cross my mind, I’ll be writing about you like this. Remember, the other time when you jokingly said I should write about you, I guess it’s happening.
There are so many things I’m grateful about when it comes to you. I can’t think of any bad times we’ve spent together. There were only laughters and more laughters.
At first, I couldn’t understand your indecisive moments or how you are always irresponsible. I didn’t know life was being so hard on you, I’m sorry. I guess, there is a reason behind every ‘why is she/he acting this way’.
When I think about you and the person you are, I’m proud of you for being able to get through all this.
When we first knew each other, it was so hard for you to tell me things even when you did, you will always tell me ‘keep it to yourself’ or ‘don’t tell anyone’. Who would have thought, really, who would have thought. Fragile, that’s the word that suits you best.
Despite all that, oh god, you’re so precious and so full of consideration when it comes to the people around you. I know, I noticed it my friend. That time,when you told me to stop being insecure about my weight and telling others it’s rude to make fun of it. You’ve no idea of grateful I was. I know, how much you care about your friends and how much you are willing to help them though you always said you won’t do it.
I’ve seen your eyes light up when you talk about your grandparents and your dream. I know, how much it matters to you.
You are more than just a mere friend to me, you’re like a brother. I want to give you all the affection in the world. That’s what you really need.
My dear friend, I hope that one day you will be as happy as what you appear to be and stop being bitter towards certain things in your life.
I hope you’d be able to find someone that understand your pains.
I hope you’d be able to share your pains without feeling ashamed.
I hope you will learn that you’re not alone and you’re love by everyone.
I hope you will not be afraid of commitments anymore.
I hope you will stop pushing people away too.
Hang in there till everything it’s over alright. I’ll always pray for you.