[this is 100% not what will happen, but angsty, v angsty, hollstein drabble, post ep 33, bc carmilla is all kinds of self-destructive. (
but no character death i promise spoiler spoiler)]
the sound of a voice saying i told you so (yes, you did dear)
it starts with bloodshed, always bloodshed, always the same/ running from something larger than yourself story,/ but you still can’t get beyond your skin,/ and they’re trying to drive you into the ground, to see if anything/ walks away.
—richard siken, ‘driving, not washing’
You’ve wanted to die before but never like this. You walk out of that room and the world is stinging in your palms, the absence of soft skin against them. Your fangs come out—you let them—and then you suck one side of your bottom lip into your mouth and bite as hard as you can. You don’t bleed, but you know the taste of blood, and the metal is there all the same, and it feels like choking.
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