THIS-IS-REALLY-LOVE

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i just found out what #noshameday is and i wasn’t rly planning on posting my own, but people started unfollowing me for reblogging the posts so obvs i’ve gotta contribute just as a big fuck you to them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

feeling good on christmas day vs. waking up at 4pm yesterday 

when i was 10 i had tonsillitis and it went untreated for a long time - i missed whole terms of school each year because i felt so ill and tired, and when i was 13, i was diagnosed with M.E/chronic fatigue syndrome. this was another big ‘fuck you’ to the teachers and friends who spent two years telling me i was just lazy or tryna skip school.

but, as soon as i was diagnosed, teachers stopped trying. they refused me work in lesson because “what’s the point if i’m not there next time” and wouldn’t let me catch up at home. after a year, i started part time home schooling, until the school just told me to leave altogether - leaving me with 0 qualifications.

now i have chronic migraines as well as m.e - but i’m about to turn 17, i’m at college 3 days a week, i’m getting distinctions on my work, and i’m no longer afraid of talking about this. guess what? that’s the biggest 'fuck you’ of them all ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  

tl;dr - don’t let people dictate your life. don’t let people dictate your worth. and if you have an illness or disability, just give the world a big 'fuck you' ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Our story is almost like a duel collaboration with you guys. We’ll drop a couple of hints, we’ll surf the Tumblrs, and the Reddits, and the Twitters and see what you guys are getting excited about, what you’re picking up on, what you’re taking further, what connections you’d like to see. And then I’ll have a think and go well maybe we could work some in.

So, it was made pretty obvious in “Blendin’s Game” that Soos started working at the Mystery Shack at a young age. (what was he like 11 or 12 in that episode? even younger?) And since Soos looks to Stan as a father figure…it got me thinking…

  • Stan going to Soos’s sports games
  • Stan giving Soos advice 
  • Stan going to Soos’s birthday parties to cheer him up
  • Stan going to Soos’s highschool graduation
  • STAN BEING A GOOD FATHER FIGURE TO SOOS

i don’t say it too much BUT I LOVE YOONGI the way he raps,his lyrics always get close to my heart,you can see from them how much of a thinker he is,how much he knows about the world and how a complex person he is.

He’s amazing both inside and out and i can’t stop crying because there’s so much about him so many things i wish i could know,i look up to him a lot since i don’t have an older brother and i’m really proud of knowing him,well not personally and maybe not the real real him.

I wish people will always give him love because he deserves it.He deserves so much more.

Please give him lot’s of love

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All this bad blood here
Won’t you let it dry?
It’s been cold for years
Won’t you let it lie?