Actually if you think about it, sharing a bed together with Haru shouldn’t be a big deal for either one of them, because they used to do it all the time. I mean, when they were younger, Rin didn’t mind sharing a bed with Haru! in fact, I think Rin enjoyed it.
But I have to ask myself, what’s so different about this time?
What has changed? Why is Rin all of the sudden stressed out about sharing a bed with Haru?
Could it be that maybe Rin’s feelings has changed? maybe with the change of his feelings, Rin has become aware of certain things that would imply to others, that he and Haru were in fact a couple. when they are not. Even if Rin wishes it was true.
And that’s why sharing a bed is different. because Rin is aware of his feelings for Haru and also, because that day, he poured his feelings out to him and even his Aus family seems to notice his feelings too. and that made him even more aware of just how much he felt for Haru.
There is friendship and rivalry there, tons of it in fact. but mixed in is also love and hearing about what he said when he was younger, just made him realize even more, just how much of an effect Haru has on him and how long, he’s been in love with Haru.
hmmm……just some food for thought.