I'm not okay

No but what kills me most about the new episode is that this is the most vulnerable we’ve ever seen Carmilla.

Think about how guarded and harsh she was at the beginning of S1, determined not to get close to anyone because it always ended the same way. Now think about how we just saw her. Looking at Laura like she was the sunlight after the coffin. Still sharp, because that’s part of who she is, but…joking and smiling and so much more at ease than she’s ever been. Really happy.

When the relationship hits whatever roadblock S2 throws up, it’s going to utterly crush her.

Ray:You like D&D, Audrey Hepburn, Fangoria, Harry Houdini and croquet.
You can’t swim, you can’t dance, and you don’t know karate. Face it, you’re never gonna make it.

Gerard:I don’t want to make it… I just wanna…

Saiga : You smell of tobacco. It was that guy…Kougami’s favorite brand.
Akane : I’m quite fond of that smell.
Saiga : Don’t become a prisoner of the past.

me:

Sometimes I just want you to notice that I’m not okay. I want you to care about me as much as I care about you. But honestly most days it feels like I’m pathetically in love with someone who really doesn’t give a damn. Worst part of all is Im still willing to give up everything for you.

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RIP Jonathan David Crombie (October 12, 1966 - April 15, 2015)

I think for legions of young women around the world who fell in love with the Anne of Green Gables films, Jonathan literally represented the quintessential boy next door. […] In reality, Jonathan was as generous, as kind, as sensitive and as ambitious, in some ways, as the character he came to be identified with. Keeping in character with his kind, generous alter ego, Crombie’s organs were donated. (x)