I think whats so terrible about it all too is the fact that Clarke really didn’t have much a choice but to put Finn out of his misery. Like for one, if she tried to kill the commander like Raven said, the camp would be demolished whether Clarke succeeded or failed at slicing her throat. And Clarke would be murdered on the spot, I don’t even think she’d have time to bring her hand up before a grounder spears her tbh she’s surrounded by them. I know Ravens never gonna forgive Clarke for this, but if she didn’t kill Finn then he would be tortured and die a slow terrible death. Her options were either let him die slowly, die herself trying to kill the commander essentially killing the entire camp, or kill him herself.
And Clarke knew the one she had to choose, she knew the consequences were she had to live with it, and she’d lose a friendship over it. Clarke Griffin is strong and brave as hell and I have such respect for her.