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theawesomeandcrazydemigoddess requested Taylor Swift songfic for Shake it Off (Thank you to impalatic for the help!)

Castiel came into the kitchen, earbuds in, dancing a little to the beat that was playing. He brushed against Dean as he poured his coffee, who laughed in return.

It was his first day back at the theater and he was prepared for whatever the others were going to throw at him.

“Dance with me!” He said, too loud, grabbing Dean’s hands. His husband followed, even though he didn’t know what Castiel was doing.

Castiel swung them around until they made to the living room and fell onto the couch in a tangled mess of limbs. Dean pulled the speakers from Cas’s ears and pushed his hair out of his face to kiss his forehead.

“Are you sure you’re ready for today?” Cas let out a breath.

“I am a better dancer than anyone there. I don’t care what they say.”

“That’s my boy.”

When Castiel had left his company a year earlier to marry Dean, everyone had called him an idiot. What could a dancer and a mechanic possibly have in common? They wouldn’t last a month. But they had lasted eighteen and were still going strong.

Dean liked to watch him dance. he would sit in a empty, dark theater for hours watching Castiel move. And Cas could listen to Dean talk about cars all day just because he was so passionate about them.

They were happy and they were going to stay happy.

“I’ll see you tonight then.”

“Yes, you will. And I’m going to be wired so you should probably be ready to go all night.”

“You got it.” Dean kissed him and stood up. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

As Castiel had guessed, the other dancers looked down at him. They all that dedication meant working all year, not taking time off to get married and go on a honeymoon and start to build a life.

“I can’t believe he came back,” He heard one of them whisper.

“I bet they broke up,” said another.

By the time they were done with stretches there all kinds of stories about Dean running away with some girl he met Europe and Cas spending the year getting over it.

They were all shocked when he not only knew every dance that they were doing, but did them flawlessly.

Castiel turned to all of them when the day was over and gave them a sarcastic smile.

“My wedding was beautiful, my honeymoon was amazing, and Dean and I are very happy together. Thank you all for asking. I’ll see you tomorrow.” He threw his bag over his shoulder and walked out, head held high.

Dean was waiting when he got home with open arms and a bottle of wine. Castiel pressed his cheek against Dean’s chest and let out a loud, long sigh.

“How was it?”

“I rose above.”

Dean kissed his forehead and rubbed his back.

“I’m proud of you.”


“Mmhm.” Dean hummed. “I think you should take a nice hot bubble bath and I’ll give you a massage.”

“I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Castiel kissed him, then tugged him along up the stairs.

What was the point of their big bath tub if they didn’t share it?


Secrets, Bruised and Broken - Part 2

Chapter 8. Needing Answers/ Part 2

He was sitting in a large chair, that looked extremely comfy. He was still just as cute as he was before, I didn’t really know what to do, so I awkwardly stood by the door. He let out a sigh and then looked at me, ” I wondered when you’d pay me a visit ” he smiled slightly. I still had no clue what to say, ” Come, sit down ” he stated. I did as I was told, I sat down in a comfy chair across from him. I kept quiet and stared at my shoes, I could feel his eyes on me, it was weird. ” You’re the only one I really wanted to talk too…. And I’m sure you have some questions… So…. ” he stated taking a drink from a glass, it was most likely alcohol. He glanced at me, ” Would you like a drink before we get started? ” he asked. I shook my head, he then shrugged. ” Okay, ask away … ” he stated, I sighed deeply. ” Why? Why did you do it? ” I asked, he chuckled a bit. ” Wow, starting off with the big question? ” he smirked, ( The Lucas I met long ago was not like this, the one who gave me advice in the pub, he was not this cocky, I didn’t like it ) I continued to stare at him as I waited for an answer. He sighed, ” I did it because I wanted too, I had to do it. She was so controlling, so crazy, she got what she deserved. She would’ve ruined everyone’s life, your’s, mine, everyone’s ” he stated. ” You were afraid of her ” I sighed, he nodded slightly. ” Yeah I was, for my whole life I was bossed around by Paige, I was her bitch…. She made me this way! You Ellie, would not understand ” he exclaimed, I attempted to swallow the lump in my throat, but it was impossible. ” Don’t even say that I wouldn’t understand, for my whole whole life I was abused by my parents and then rapped by a guy I thought I could trust, someone I thought cared about me. Now I’m fucking afraid of everything and everyone! I just learned how to hide it, so stop pitying yourself for having a fucked up family, cause you’re not the only one ” I spat trying not to cry, he stared at me dumbfounded. ” I’m sorry Ellie, I didn’t know your whole story. I just figured you ran away from your family for some stupid reason ” he sighed, I looked at him. “Wait, how did you find out about me being somebody else, but you didn’t know the whole story ” I asked ( Confused ), he looked down.           ” Paige got the information from our dad, he’s big in detective work. None us knew the full story, only that your real name was Natalie and that you ran away. That was enough for Paige, but I knew there was more ” he stated, I nodded as my mind went completely blank.

" I just don’t understand why she took it so far " I sighed quietly, " You know that Paige had problems, she just never told anyone. When we were younger she was always seeing doctors and taking medications, but as we got older, she just stopped it all. Her mood swings and attitude got worse, she became obsessed with different guys. But she was at an all time high with Dan, I’d never seen her that Crazy over a guy. I killed her, because she would’ve killed you, just to get Dan. I couldn’t let her hurt you " Lucas stated. I looked at him speechless, " Why? Why did you care so much? " I asked. He shrugged              " Because Ellie, you’re a good person and I cared about you a lot, I just didn’t want her to hurt you ", I didn’t know what to say. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, Paige was just a crazy person, that makes sense. " Okay…. But why was Max brought into all this, why would you lock me in a room with him " I questioned, he sighed. " It was all Paige’s Idea, we both knew what he had done to you. He was only supposed to scare you away from Dan, he was supposed to talk bad about Dan. I knew he wanted to do a lot more than just talk, so I let you out. As for him knowing, well he put all the pieces together and plus mentioned knowing someone from your past, I can’t remember his name tho " he explained, " It’s Jeremy… " I sighed with my head down. " Yeah, that’s it " Lucas stated filling up his glass for the third time, I stayed quiet and just looked at my hands ( Great another thing to worry about ). ” So, how are you and Dan? ” he asked out of the blue, I shrugged ” Friends, he’s got a girlfriend now… “. ” Oh harsh ” he sighed, I bit my lip ( I wanted to leave, I just didn’t know how to say it ). ” Well I’m sorry, at least you’re not locked up in your own home for the rest of your life, I guess I could have it worse tho ” he chuckled a bit, I was still having a problem functioning after all the information I had just received. Things went silent and awkward, ” Do you have any more questions? ” he asked. I shook my head, he nodded. ” Well if you ever do, don’t hesitate to call or even pay me a visit ” he smiled, I nodded ( Even tho I wouldn’t be back ). ” My driver will take you back, no need to pay for a taxi ” he sighed, I nodded again. ” It was good to see you again Ellie, I wish you the best ” he smiled slightly, I plastered a fake smile on my face as I stood up. ” It was nice to see you too, I’ll talk to you later ” I stated, ” Bye ” he whispered. I quickly walked out of the house and got into a blacked out car, I actually felt bad for Lucas, he was trapped in his home, alone. It was a 30 minute drive, when we reached my flat I let out a deep sigh, I could actually breath again. To my surprise, my flat was empty, aside from Bernie. Who pranced over to me when I walked through the door, I bent down and picked him up. I walked over to the lounge and sat down on the sofa, my brain literally hurt. I sat their staring at the wall, I felt like I was going to brake in half. I hadn’t checked my phone all day and to be honest, I didn’t care. I was fine, at least that’s what I kept telling myself.


It’s Friday! so Quick hint, Someone from Ellie’s Past shows up Soon. ( His name was Mentioned in the Chapter ).Thank You for all the Birthday Wishes! I still don’t feel 23 tho(= I  Really Hope You Enjoyed, Another Chapter will be up tomorrow and Thank You so Much for Reading <3

I needed a subject for a design assessment, so I decided to paint Grace Helbig, and I think I like how it turned out? I have seriously mixed feelings about how the necklace turned out, though. Feel free to let me know what you guys think, if there’s something I can fix up before it’s due!

Grace, if you see this, I really hope you don’t mind if I use this for school work :)


Shion or Nezumi

» Requested by jungotori

Don’t use words like ‘drawn to’ so easily. It’s a very weighty, important word. You’re only supposed to use it for a special, irreplaceable person in your life.