well, i guess this is “if the waves are high" or those eight song inspired by that teenaged werewolf show. it is my first ever EP and my first ever anything so i am so beyond grateful for the support i’ve received from everyone here, i honestly would never have been able to work up the courage to do this without the messages/posts/replies i’ve received these past few weeks and the kind words of my friends. your feedback and time and “spread the word” attitude has perplexed me and put me in tears ((good tears, the b e s t tears)) on countless night. so yes, i hope you enjoy this!

[ l i s t e n ] {twitter} all songs are available for fifty cents and the ep is collectively four dollars ((an option to pay more is available since both bandcamp and paypal do doc off a certain amount for each payment, but please do not feel obligated)). a post revealing the inspiration behind the songs will be available august first. {cover credit to my sister}

  • track 01. anchor 
  • track 02. meant to fall
  • track 03. my bones 
  • track 04. runaways
  • track 05. all else (steady my heart)
  • track 06. any lighter 
  • track 07. lifeline 
  • track 08. for isaac

Hello friend, so I saw that you said you were feeling down and I thought I’d give a few pics and gifs that’ll hopefully make you feel better :D although i’m not too sure if you’ll still be sad by the time you get this…man i really gotta stop using that fox gif

Here’s a advice from adventure time that is v important

Here are some weird (i like to call them cute) comic strip thingies

This lil pup senses friend’s sadness and is coming your way to cheer you up

Here are a few tweets from a people you might like

Here is a lil cat drawing reminding you school almost over YAY

Here are a couple of giraffes that they like you v much

Actually, you know what? Just take all of them, you’re an awesome human and you deserve them all c:

Bun bun can sense it inside of him, something’s not right. His little nose twitches, confirming his suspicion. He knows what he now must do. Make his friend happy. And how wil he do that you may ask? Well, it involves him and his giant floofy ball of cuteness. And so, with his power, he turned around, as he activated his powers and greeted his master wtih his usual nose twitch. (aka itself) (don’t read this, idek what this is, but the point is a cute bunny likes you and wants to cheer you up)

Here are a few reminders that are pretty cool and kinda important

You’ll be okay, no matter what

Here’s a little ghosty admitting it’s crush on you


Here is a gif telling you the things I can’t seem to say to you bc you’re just that awesome ^_^ (ignore the ‘I know you follow me” part bc you don’t follow me hahaha *muffled crying in the distance* WHY WON’T SHE LOVE ME BACK)

(this isn’t really cute or a reminder or anything, i just found this smileable and i hope it makes you aww or at least smile)

Think of it as a…free hug coupon maybe?

Here’s a free trial just for you <3 (ghosty hugs suck yet rock, bc i can’t hug you irl, but ghosty hugs are pretty cool too)

Here are some ‘cute’ selfies of Alex

Here’s a cute penguin telling you you can do it

Before you jump to conclusions, this is just a pup sleeping…

A lil reminder for friend that it’s okay to be sad (づ。◕‿‿◕。)づ (that’s a creepy emoticon, i’m sorry)

Another huggy, maybe?

(last one, I promise)

The most important thing to remember from this message is that know you will be okay. I know you can do it love, i believe in you <3

If you want to keep this as a reminder everytime you feel as though the sadness is taking over, go ahead :D. I just want you to know that i care about you okay? I don’t know you personally, but you seem like a sweetheart and a hecka awesome human being (not to mention gorgeous as frick like wow share some pls). I hope that whatever stupid problems you don’t deserve going through will pass soon.

Now notice how i used ‘human being’. The reason why i used that is, well everyone is human. Human beings are not perfect and they like to make mistakes from time to time. And you know what? That is perfectly normal. Human beings also have emotions and feelings, and it is also perfectly normal for humans to regret/be sad/angry/ have feelings about their mistakes (And if some fuckers make says something stupid about your feelings, give me their address and i’ll fucking beat the shit out of them for making you sad). 

Now repeat it after me (and i want you to mean every word of it okay?), 

I am a human being.

I feel sad from time to time.

And that’s okay, because a human being has feelings and it is normal for us to feel that.

I will try my best to fight off my sadness.

I know that there are many people in this world who cares about me, they are not near me, but I know there are people all over the world who does love & care about me.

And if some ‘doucheass Robin Thicke wannabes’ tells me that i’m wrong, I will not hesitate to kill a bitch, to tell one of the closest people around me and not let them get to me.

I swear on my love for bands & music, I will not give up. 

Because if I do, then my heroes would be sad and I don’t ever want my heroes to be sad.

I’m sorry that i’m not anywhere near you to be there for you physically, but i hope that through this message, you’ll know that there are so many people in this world who loves & cares about you <3. And pwease pwease pwease promise me that you will try your best to fight & resist the sadness okay? I know it’s hard, but i promise you, it will be worth it in the end. 

i know there are times when things seem hopeless and that you feel as though you’re trapped, but please know that giving in to the sadness is never the answer… Think about what would Vic, Alex, Austin, Jack, Oli, Hayley, Jenna, Patrick and all of your other favorite band members would say if they heard you gave in? They would be sad and so would we. Please know that you are never alone and that we all love you. 

I know this world could be a bit cruel sometimes, but it’s good to know that you have held on for this long and as hard as life is, you have to hold on okay? I’m really proud of you for getting through life this long and i know you can hold on just abit longer :) . Please know that we all love and care about you. And even though we might not be near you, but somewhere in the world, there are plenty of people who are there for you, okay?

If you ever need to talk to someone, just mention me and i’ll be there for you <3 (if you want, I can go off anon if you ever need to talk to me c: )

-  Much Love, That Odd Anonymous

P.S: I know i said that was the last picture but here are a few more

You are hecka rad and this gif proves it

Here are a few reminders that you have to remember okay? ૮( ᵒ̌ૢ௰ᵒ̌ૢ )ა

wow look at that an official cutie certificate from the cutie committee, they rarely give those now, and if they do, they only give it to the people who are v v gorgeous like you congrats  *✲゚*。✧٩(・ิᴗ・ิ๑)۶*✲゚*。✧

You deserve these awards for achieving them, good job ٩(^ᴗ^)۶

cute lil bun bun cartoon reminding friend of what she’s worth (=^-ω-^=)

here is a lil reminder for friend that you must always remember okay?

Here are a few owls giving friend some good advice (psst, follow the last one, it’s a pretty awesome advice)

and most of all, know that… 

(really is the last one okay)

LINKS FOR A BAD DAY YAY (just don’t click them all at once) :

Here are a few 8tracks that’ll hopefully make friend feel better/cheer up

Click me friend, I’ll help make you feel better

Cute and good deeds made by nice people

This is a game that you should play if you’re feeling stressed

Cute lil yahoo answers made by people

I am a song… a weird song, but a song none of the less

Need a hug?

Let’s make some colorful flames (not scary/dangerous i promise)

Want to explore the world through your laptop?

Or do you want to take a look at the stars?

Want some background noise for your music?

Click me if you want to be calm and be happy 

Manatees giving you good advices

Here are some activities to do when you’re sad

Want to get your thoughts out? No one will read them, I promise

Enter your name here

You can explain why you’re sad AND give a cheerful message to someone too

Want to listen to a new band but don’t know who to check out?

An automatic essay creator (just enter the subject and type anything you want)

Some homework help from other people

Kill your anxiety

The sound of rain without the actual rain

Take trivias while giving out rice 

Make some cool art

Psst, hey kid, yeah you. Wanna break some stuff?

If you want to hurt yourself (Trigger warning; blood)

Cute roulette



Do you wanna draw a stick man? And have a pretty cool adventure? (that’s getting old sorry)

Watch free movies that aren’t disney woo

Have a tv series marathon and see all of the new episodes first (and spoil your friends with them wait what who said that)

Who da cutest?

Talk to strangers about your problems or listen to others

Here’s a game that seems pretty cool

Ideas from high people

idk what this is but it seems pretty cool


Wanna play the piano? On your laptop?

Here are a few (or not so few) collections of Japanese emoticons bc who doesn’t like them

Those are the links that i could find, i hope they help and i hope you feel better love :D


Oh my God. I can’t even begin to thank you. That was honestly the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. Just the fact that you took so much time and energy to send me all that positivity, I have no words. You made me cry and they were happy tears.

I’m already feeling better. I definitely will save this for times I’m not feeling too well.

Thank you again. You’re really too kind to me. I love you so much.

Remember that if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here too.

a day for knight - reprise

"Oh, I’m so, so sorry! I just - I have this list of people that my parents wanted me to talk to before I started here and I’m afraid they didn’t give me any sort of descriptions or anything. I don’t even know if some of them even work here any more. I’m so sorry!"