Crop: Target size xxl
Blazer: Fashion to Figure size 2x
Jeans: Forever 21 Plus size 16
Shoes: ASOS

So I shaved my side again. In love. But I’m gonna write about something more important.

On Tuesday I had a bit of a breakdown. In front of my boyfriend. I literally couldn’t stop crying really hard. It came out of nowhere. I remember driving home a few hours before and being really happy. But then suddenly I crashed down hard. Probably because I had the genius idea to stop taking my medication for a few months.

Everything was fiiiinnnneeeeeee. So great. OMG chelsea you are doing so great you don’t need those pills. Wrong bitch.

People just LOVE to tell people with mental illnesses that they don’t need pills. “It’s a spectrum we r all a lil bipolar”. NO. Some people literally need mood stabilizers to function normally. I’m one of those people.

NEVER BE AFRAID TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY TO YOU. If you are in need of help, don’t be ashamed. And try not to get discouraged when it takes some time. It took me like 8 years to get the right meds. And I am a functioning, employed, bachelor degree having woman in a great relationship with an amazing man. It’s possible, but it’s not easy.

I asked my boyfriend for help when I had my breakdown. He’s been incredibly supportive and makes sure I take my meds. It’s not embarrassing, it’s just a medical condition. It’ll be okay and you can get through this.

I hope you’re all feeling great lately!! Remember to never be ashamed for who you are cuties.

Lydia Inspired Winter Outfit by veterization featuring plush tights

Monki white long sleeve shirt, $45 / MANGO v neck top, $33 / Leather trim skirt / Plush tight / Steve Madden high suede boots / Betsey Johnson pearl stud earrings / Forever 21 stacking rings jewelry / Yves Salomon white rabbit fur earmuff, $57 / Napapijri glove, $34 / Lips makeup, $7.71


I shot this outfit last night after I had to run out and grab a few things to make dinner. You can probably tell from the majority of my outfit posts that I love to dress up. I always like to put effort into styling my outfits because it’s something I actually enjoy doing. As vain as it sounds, I like to look nice, and I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. 

I have my lazy/dress down days though and this was one of them. I tried to add a little more interest to the outfit by layering on a button up and scarf which helps to make it more than your usual leggings and sneakers outfit. Getting to stay comfy is just an added plus. 

Lydia Inspired Winter Outfit by veterization featuring a button coat

Joseph sweater / Button coat / Aéropostale black stocking / Forever 21 patterned skater skirt / Short boots, $8.16 / Pieces white pearl necklace, $13 / Dents suede glove, $52 / H M moisturizing lipstick, $6.51


Tiger Day
September 16, 2014- Tuesday

Since classes were suspended yesterday, Tiger day was moved today! Meaning, the Thomasian Family is required to wear their yellows, tiger prints, and accessories to show their support for the triumph of The Salinggawi Dance Troupe wherever they may be. Since UST yellow shirts were too mainstream and I’m not really fond of wearing shirt + pants + kicks combo (which I think, looks a little boyish), I decided to wear an animal print sheer top which I took from my mom’s closet, matched with gray pants, black snake skin satchel, white undergarment all from Forever 21, and black sandals (my favorite, since it can be matched with almost anything) from Zalora.ph.

Dressing up in school seems like a really new thing since we all have our uniforms to wear everyday (take note, without a wash day) and my blockmates call me “Makati Girl” Hahaha, stereotype of living in the business district. Anyway, Kat drove me til Taft (like what we do everyday, except during Wednesdays since it’s coding day) I’m really thankful to have her! She’s like, saving my life everyday from the hold-up fx thing in Manila. Hooray for today!

Allison Inspired Homecoming Outfits by veterization featuring faux leather ankle boots

White cocktail dress / Blue strapless cocktail dress / Quiz black cocktail dress, $105 / Jack BB Dakota cocktail dress / ASOS lapel blazer, $73 / Lingerie stocking / Kelsi Dagger Brooklyn black chunky sandals / Carvela high heel shoes, $180 / ASOS faux leather ankle boots, $33 / T strap sandals / Bernard Delettrez silver two finger ring / McQ by Alexander McQueen chain bracelet / SELECTED bib statement necklace, $45 / Miss Selfridge earrings / Forever 21 band ring / Deborah lippmann nail polish