I’m always thinking that you change and it will be better than last time, but I’m always wrong. I’m always hoping this is the time that everything changes. I usually believe that there is something good in this world, i never gave up on you. I’m still sticking to you..but I’m exhausted. Still loving you and waiting that you will open and let me ib, is exhausting. I’m still here, but I don’t want this anymore. I’m exhausted.

It’s so exhausting to wake up each morning knowing that all you’re doing is waiting for each day to be over. Nothing but waiting and repeating.
—  What a pointless cycle