Yes sometimes it gets really crapy living with a chronic illness and yes more than half the time you wish it would just go away. But it doesn’t go away, and till they find a cure it never will, so instead of mourning over the loss of your once “perfect” life start living the life you are now given to face, because before you know it you’ll be old and wishing that you appreciated things a little bit more. It’s not the end of the world, it really isn’t. So many people go through it and they live, they’re happy. Stop being so fucking sad there’s no need to be, you’re still alive and that’s what matters you’re still breathing you can still do whatever the hell you want to do, no one is stopping you but yourself. Don’t think I’m just being a bitch that doesn’t understand because I DO understand I understand every bit of the suffering, but hey I don’t complain I’m still thankful for everything that I have, and I’d never ever swap my life to live a “normal” life, this is my “normal” it is our “normal” life so start by fucking living it the way you always wanted to live your life.