im extremely afraid that i come off as really clingy and open to some people,like if im talking or something i just let all my insecurities and emotions just fall out of my mouth like fucking word puke or whatever and i just cant stop myself. then later i feel like crap for sharing so much and not letting them talk and some fucked up part of my brain wants to just shut up and never talk again. let everyone else talk, theyre better at talking anyways. i hate it. i fucking hate it.