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体感エレベーター2012 with Karina

So as you might have gathered, i’m getting married in less than a month. notnadia and the crew will be joining me for bachelorette evening plus brunch this weekend in nyc. It is also planning shit hitting the fan time.

What I’ve gathered about this whole process is how much more my parents worry about the event reflecting on them (newsflash: my parents are the right age but pretty much missed the 1960s) but also how surprisingly big my own expections are - not about the decor or the cake but making the elements meaningful.

I lost a whole afternoon to figuring out the procressional song but ill still probably go with Canon in D. And perfectionist procrastination means I havent decided on who exactly is reading the readings. Nor have I written my vows - to my own writerly terror. So that’s my surprise - I could give a flip about favors but I will tear my hair out on whether there are enough photos of my family

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tardistogongen replied to your post: “[[MOR] do you ever want to laugh angrily because you feel like such…”:

YUP. All the time. I know these feels.

i fairly sure i’m intelligent enough, but it’s just hard not to get frustated because my two closest friends are legitimately genius-level, and of course they’re both way over things to the point that they’re evolved enough to not really care about the idea of measurable or immeasurable intelligence. i feel like they end up being patient with me and giving me allowances without even knowing it, and it drives me up the wall

anonymous said:

Oh my god i feel the same about maths! Its the subject im best at! I hate english!

IM THE WORST AT ENGLISH. MY MARKS IN ENGLISH ARE SOOOO LOW.

Looked at the suggestions on the Arda forums to see what other people were/are using for Elsa coronation wigs and they’ve suggested the Eowyn because of the bangs and because it can be parted easily. Only thing is that it’s not meant for updos. …So actually I might be looking at my first wig that I have to sew wefts into. Whelp.

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im extremely afraid that i come off as really clingy and open to some people,like if im talking or something i just let all my insecurities and emotions just fall out of my mouth like fucking word puke or whatever and i just cant stop myself. then later i feel like crap for sharing so much and not letting them talk and some fucked up part of my brain wants to just shut up and never talk again. let everyone else talk, theyre better at talking anyways.  i hate it. i fucking hate it. 

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