I really wonder how many time maknae had to record that "ka-ji-ma" whisper for MONSTER
  • *imagining*
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:again, sexier
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:again, too soft
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:again, you should sing it like a wind is blowing
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:nearly perfect, more emotional
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:again, do it like a whisper
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:again, raise your voice a bit
  • (many takes later)
  • maknae:ka-ji-ma~
  • leader:ok i think i'll choose the very first one
  • maknae:$#%^@#$%^&&
  • Him:Hello?
  • Her:Yes, hello.
  • Him:What happened to your voice?
  • Her:Sore throat plus a little cough and colds.
  • Him:Fuck.
  • Her:What?
  • Her:You sound so sexy with your voice like that.
  • Her:Damn it. Shoo. Get lost. Shoo.

Cas isn’t there when the Winchesters close the gates of Heaven, and maybe that’s a good thing, because when Sam sees Dean’s face, sure he just condemned his best friend to a slow, torturous death, he thinks, privately, it would have been worse if Dean had seen Cas get pulled away. 

Though it probably couldn’t be worse than this.

Dean avoids Sam for the first few days in the Batcave, finally pulling himself out of his stupor to go through the motions. Sam sees him cooking, cleaning, dusting bookshelves. Nothing too taxing. Nothing to remind him of Cas, either. 

Lather, rinse, repeat.

It’s nearly a month before Sam tries to talk to him about it. Dean had been so much more open since he got back from Purgatory, he thought that maybe, maybe this time, they could actually work through it.

Dean tells him to leave before he collapses Sam’s skull with the TV remote. If you ever talk about Cas again, I swear to God I will grow wings and smite you myself.

Guess not. 

It’s two months before Dean smiles again. This reassures Sam. Smiling is good, even if it’s smiling with no real happiness behind it, with no light in his eyes. Sam misses the real smiles, but he’ll make do with these for now. At least he’s healing.

It’s three months and Dean’s nearly moved on, except he hasn’t. Sam will find him staring blankly at a detailed drawing of wings in an old book, or absent-mindedly making a third burger during dinner, or doing the sheets on a third bed somewhere in the house. Sam asks him once why he does these things. 

Just in case, Dean says. 

It’s three months. Dean hasn’t moved on. Dean is still hurting. But he won’t pray, not anymore. There’s no point, Sam. No one’s out there to pray to. Sam has to agree this time. 

Except Sam has always prayed, so he does now. Hey, Cas. I know you probably can’t hear me, but you might still be out there. We don’t know what happened when we closed Heaven. So if you can hear me, I need you to come back home. To us, I mean. To Dean. He’s hurting, Cas, hurting a lot. He needs you. 

Cas is probably dead. If he’s not, he’s locked in Heaven, being tortured for eternity. Somehow, the former seems like the far better alternative. 

They start taking cases again. Sometimes hunters come to the Batcave for information or help. They’re less hunters as they are the new Bobby, coaching the generation of hunters springing up, because there are always monsters to fight. 

A knock comes at the door. Dean frowns at Sam. Was anyone coming today? I don’t know. Dean opens the door and gasps loudly. A familiar voice greets them.

Hello, Dean.

I KNEW I LIKED YOU

oh mAN as long as dean’s happy in the end I’m happy =)))))) cas will always find his way back to his boys

02/04/12

I crieddd. :| :((


Ang gago kasi ni Riandolph. :| He made me cry nanaman. We have this certain topic na may gusto sakin yung isa kong tropa. tas sabi nya, "Oh, sayang yan oh. Mahal ka ni *****n" Nagstart na’kong magalit nun. Ang gago kasi eh. Sabi ko sakanya, “Gago ka ba o sadyang manhid ka lang talaga? Di mo ba makitang ikaw yung gusto ko kaya nireject ko si  *****? Nireject ko din yung mga offers nila na sila promdate/1st dance ko. IKAW KASI YUNG GUSTO KO. Tangina, ang manhid mo. Nakakainis. Out nko” After nun, naka-invi lang ako. Hindi talaga out. Ayun, nag-message siya ng puro "pau!! :(", "huyyyyyy!". Mga 31 na ganyan. Lol. tas may text din siya. ganyan din. Kalurkey. Tas sabi nya tawag daw ako kasi ako yung nakaSuper.

Tas ayun. Nag-usap kami. And habang kausap ko siya, umiiyak ako. I WAS LIKE AHBDSABFKSBGDF. Sinasabi ko sakanya kung gano ko siya hate. Tas siya naman, walang sawang pagsosorry at joke lang daw yung sinabi nya kanina. Tas sabi nya, "Sorry Pau, tama na iyak ha? Di ko kinakaya e."  Pinaulit ko yun sakanya kunwari di ko narinig. Tas ayaw na nya ulitin. HAHAHAH. I was like, dafuqdafuqdafuq! Tas lalo ako napaluha. HAHAHHA. :”“”“”“”> Dahil sakanya, na-late kami sa bday celeb ni Aira. Natagalan akong magsuklay at mag-ayos dahil sa 1hr. talk namin. Pero K lang. >:))

Edi ayun, andun na kami kila Aira, kain kain din. Siya nagserve ng food ko. HAHAH. Ewan ko dun, di naman sya waiter. Dejk. Kaso di ako nakakain ng mabuti. Kasi sobrang sakit ng ulo ko. Para akong hihimatayin. Sobrang sakit kasi e. Tas kinain nya yung mga food sa plate ko. 1/4 lang ata ng food sa plate ko yung naubos ko kasi nga nasusuka na ako. Ayun, kantahan dun, kantahan dito. :> SHET! Ayan na yung ice-T. medyo badtrip ako nun eh. Kaya nasa mood uminom ng ice-T. Kaya ayun, sige, laklak. Pero shet lang. Di pa ubos isang bote ko, pinigilan na nila ako. Kasi nahahalata nila na nagbabago na asta ko. Baka malasing daw ako. ganyan. AMP. 

7:30, nagbyebye na ako sa lahat. Una na ako sakanila kasi papagalitan na ako. Edi ayun. Bumaba na ako tas nakita ko, sumusunod si Rian. Tas ayun, hahatid nya daw ako. Andun na kami sa bayan tas nakalimutan niya yung CP nya. So, babalik nanaman kami. Pati ako, nakalimutan ko yung charger ko. 

Sa Tricycle..


I am so antok na tas sabi ko sakanya, pasandal. Ayun. Sinandal ko yung head ko sa balikat nya. Tas napansin na na nauuntog ako. Tas ayun, hinarang nya yung arm nya sa may likod ko. So parang naka-akbay siya sakin. ASDFGHJKLZXCVBNMQWERTYUIOP! HAHAHHAH. Kipe. Di na nya ako pinababa ng trike siya nalang kumuha nun mga naiwan namin. Ayun, sumakay na kami ng jeep. 

Sa jeep..


Exchange cellphones kami. Ako may hawak nung kanya tas hawak nya yung akin. Na-tripan namin mag-gm. Ako, nag-gm gamit CP nya. Tas siya, nag-GM gamit CP ko. Tas ayun. Medyo nakatulog ako habang nakasandal sa balikat nya. Haha. Kumportable kasi e. :”> ohwell, papel.

AYUN, Nakauwi na ako. And I must say na ito ang araw na sobrang saya ko dahil kasama ko siya. :”“”“”“”>

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