as of today I’m so done with the run around; trying to find a new dealer and the suffering of my debilitating condition known as scoliosis. I was diagnosed in my teen years but my pediatrician suggested that I didn’t need treatment due to how acute my curvature in my spine was and the lack of pain it was bringing to my body. Now that I’m in my twenties, my back hurts all of the time. I’m in pain 100% of my day. As of now I can only sleep when my body can’t handle being awake anymore. I also just recently lost my job that I only got to work at for 2 days; I was in so much pain that I had to reluctantly succumb to asking the owner for a cut in my hours. They let me go the very next morning via email.
Monday, I will be getting records of my diagnosis so I can apply for an Arizona Medical Marijuana card. Apparently it’s going to cost me about $150 out of my broke-ass pockets just for the application process.
My mother works for the Peoria Police Department, which gives me exceptional insurance coverage, but I’m sure she doesn’t want any part in this. To her this is just as bad as smoking meth.
My boyfriend thinks that I have a drug problem and jsut trying to get his support is like pulling teeth.
The ignorance of our society is making this process all the much harder for me. because of this there is a hold back on dispensaries opening in Phoenix.
I don’t want to be put on pain medication like acetaminophen which aids respiratory conditions like asthma and ibuprofen that causes stomach bleeding. I don’t want to be put on sleep aids.
Please send me some positive energy so I can get through this alone I sincerely need it.