February 16th, 2009. 

It is weird to think that in 50 days, it is going to be our 3 year anniversary. When I first started dating you, no one, not even me, thought it would last this long. But we have. And Dylan, I love you so much for it. People think it is going to be phase and after high school it will be over. but I am a 100% sure it won’t. We have held out through all the bull shit of friends, stupid bitches, etc. You dealt with my family, I deal with yours (which isn’t that bad at all because they are cool). We dealt with something hard today, & that was Babe, (one of your dogs) leaving. And seeing you like that today when she left to the vet. It broke my heart. It really showed how much I cared about you. I started crying a little bit, seeing you like that. I knew right when I hugged you, that this was it. I don’t need to be with another guy to test the waters, and see what I want. I already have what I want. 

I know, that sounds really “teen in love”, but I don’t give a flying fuck. I love my boyfriend Dylan, and I am so fucking grateful he loves me. 


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Every love story is beautiful, but ours is my favorite. 😉 Happy Anniversary to my best friend and lover. You make me incredibly happy. I love you baby. 😘👫💘 #21609 #5yearsandcouting #loveofmylife @datchikobidi23

A few weeks ago, this guy told me “I wish we were married already.” Now, we have been dating for a long time (5 years on Feb. 16th), and I was curious. I know we have talked that high school and college relationships are totally different and we have only just begun our new lives. And I was curious, as a girl, “YEAH! Why haven’t you asked me?” And I finally just asked him. And we actually had a conversation. about getting engaged. that didn’t involve some sort of high school gushy talk. 


I really can’t believe this is happening. I don’t know I am excited, nervous. It is just insane, I didn’t think this would actually happen growing up. I didn’t think I’d start dating a guy in eighth grade, and continue dating him through out high school, and now in college. I mean we basically live together now. It is kinda… it is awesome. 

I love him to pieces and I am excited for the future. 

Okay, Okay, I’m done. Late night thoughts are over. time for bed. and stuff. :-)  

First football game of the season :) We lost but I had so much fun! Senior year is gonna be AWESOME POSSUM:)

love you baby c:

february 16th, 2009 <3 

i love you.
 i love you. i love you. i love you. 
That day you became the most important person in myself. & I am so glad that you are still here. Thank you for sticking with me no matter what. Thank you for holding me when I cried. Thank you for buying me things & saying sweet things. Thank you for loving me. & Thank you so so much for being here with me. You make me so happy. I am so excited for the future baby because i get you spend it with you

Love, heidi. <3

Day 7 ( a picture of some one that has had the biggest impact on me ) 

This is dylan. my boyfriend, and he loves video games. (duhh?)