A new leaf.

Hi, my name is Nathan and I’ve got an addictive personality.

I have lied through my teeth to the one I love most in this world, along with all my family and even myself.

I’ve hurt a lot of people, and I’ve been hurting people for a long time.

And it wasn’t until everything was out on the table that I could admit this to myself.

I’m an addict.

Today was the beginning of something new.

Today I’m sober, 

and honestly I’m not one hundred percent sure I’m ready for this.

But I can do this, and I have a hell of a lot more support than most people do by this point.

I’m so sorry to everyone who’s had to watch me take things to this point.

I love you guys.