19danserusse16 answered your question: I am going to eat something.

fruit, maybe nothing too acidic. something with protein is always good. maybe prepare it for yourself so you can feel more connected to it.

I ate cherry tomatoes. But they have like, no nutritional value so I’m not convinced it counts really. But they’re one of the few things I feel okay about eating :/

My deal with fruit though is that in my head they’re nothing but sugar and carbs. I don’t even know.


19danserusse16 replied to your post: 19danserusse16 answered your question: So I’m…

Okay, your health is seriously at risk. Go to the hospital. Wrap your arm up as tight as you can, keep it elevated, and call a cab or tell a parent or call a friend and get to a doctor. You can have permanent nerve or muscular damage. Get Help.

Damn it. I found a large finding nemo bandaid. I’m just going to close it up as best as I can and tie a shirt around it really tight. Hopefully that will be enough.

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

I give most people a LOT of chances. If they continue to blow them, then they’re basically dead to me. So yes, in a way- just mostly, I won’t hold a grudge against someone for fucking with me a few times- I forgive easily- but if I feel I’m being taken advantage of or if the trespass is grave you die in my eyes. You become a non-entity.

87) What is your current desktop picture?

It’s a slideshow! It goes between Dessa, The Avett Brothers, and Trampled by Turtles.

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

Sitting in the pews at Notre Dame de Paris bawling my eyes out and feeling for the first and only time in my life the presence of God.

lumosaway a réagi à votre billet : lumosaway a réagi à votre billet : so my ex just…

It means you are gorgeous in every way and he misses yo face :3 Even if it sounds like he’s a dick

19danserusse16 a réagi à votre billet : lumosaway a réagi à votre billet : so my ex just…

i’d miss you, too ;)

yeeeeh guuurrrl

but in all seriousness last I heard of him he was living with some girl. He apparently pretty much dropped off the face of the planet slightly before we broke up and stopped talking to all of his friends. I haven’t heard jack shit about him since like august of last year


19danserusse16 replied to your post: Heroin.

be careful, love

Thanks <3 I will be, I bought about six doses worth and I’ve done two, I’m not going to do it again until sunday night. And I’m not going to buy it again. I just kinda wanted a reminder or something, of what it’s like. I don’t want to be addicted again but I know it’s a slippery slope.


19danserusse16 answered your question: So I’m kinda scared I just cut too deep.

go to the er. you’re over 18, they can’t admit you if you weren’t attempting suicide. i know plenty of people who’ve gotten stitched up there

I can’t… I live at home still and I don’t even know where one is. And I’m pretty sure the bleeding is slowing down. My hand on that arm is cold and tingly.. Is that normal or could it just be psychosomatic?